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ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Thursday, January 24, 200811:07 AMlalala
sup.
chinese nw -.-
so boring, currently chatting & i don't know wth th tcher's sayin =X
hahahaa.

saw kristy's bro th friendster.
random lah haha.

listening compre nw. WOW.
hahahaha. heck lah.

double periods all th way tday -.-
bell's gone! byebye! ;D

spent time at comp lab slacking tday so fun.
later go out with a spastic! :D
haha so lang man wor! (:

Tuesday, January 22, 200810:17 PMso dumb =/


zzz i'm so dumb forget it crap tht's how i feel thr's no pt for punctuations zzz wadevr haha okay i'm contradicting myself laughing and feeling like crap at th same time but wadevr i'm repeating myself again but nvm its just tht i'm being lame & feeling like crap see th link from th picture th other side yeah forget it i don't tink u would know exactly wad i mean but nvm haha ahh i don't know wad i'm saying nw but i hate th direction my life is heading for nw grr dumb dumb dumb like 56789 screwed pointless i'm like directionless my math[s] screwed everyth just so freaking stupid i seem to be wasting my time and waiting as th next day starts, looking forward to th nights when i can just sleep everyth away and waking up just wishing tht i could continue whr i left off again sigh i hate this feeling can somebody get rid of it please please please?

wadevr-.-

9:10 PMUPDATE!
[haha to let it be easier to read,
i shall enlarge th fonts!]

yay i know like finally aft 12345 yrs!
haha okay its ONLY 12 days hor! =XXX
lalalalaaaa.

guess tht many things happened, but as u know, i have serious STM so i won't list everyth!
but i rmb tht secone choir orientation was just over!
yay grp THREE rocks!
i'm same grp as SQ once again!
haha we have been in th same grp since last yr's secone orientation [:
anw it was spastic we saw grp 6 aka jenna everywhr we went cos they had th same sequence.
& our highlyfavperson was thr too -.-
zzz wadevr. haha pizza! ;D
no photos abt anyth i hadn't gotten back my phone then!
ohyeah, & my toenail which broke off abit last sat totally came off le! =X
haha!

speaking of which,
my phone was screwed fr [12345 days ago] till ytd when i finally got it back.
sot de lo! th screen screwed but still can play music, call etc.
so its like wth -.-
nvm since its backkkk. (:

andandand i can't go for vienna! ):
so sad lah sigh. nvm. no choice anw =/
don't want to talk abt it anymore.

council.
hmm nvm bah most shld know alr right.
so saddening [is thr such a word? =X].
yeah but hope it goes well, & please, persevere. (:

tmr thr's a rehersal yep. changes are made.
let's do our best.

3G`08!
well lets do our best this yearrrr! ;D
lalala.

anw just nw i went to spastic-retarded's hse (:
cos she stays at th same block as my grandma, so i shun bian go visit her lo! (:
don't mind th tags, they were HER idea!

thanks ppl for all th tags. really thanksthanksthankssss! (:
will link/relink!
haha.


another side.

Thursday, January 10, 200810:38 PM284!
yay i'm finally done with it like aft so long.

now to go & sleep & hope tht i rmb everyth tht i'm supposed to rmb.
eg. rmb to hand in SS journal. so screwed lah i forgot tday..

thr's still other stuff but wadevr. tmr go schl then chiong chi.
i hate it lah it sucks. why must write so much lah.
write so much but test still screwed -.- wadevr.

Amath hw.. haha nvm don't need say le =X
shurui's my fellow lefty in th class!

tmr.. well second time doing zao3cao1 -.- zzz.
i need help in math like serious.
i'm like wth th class is so smart like everyone knows how to do or sth except for me ):
sian lah.
i'm like so screwed. i hate my life. i don't know how to face things. i'm tired.
stop your incessant nagging & whatsoever please. stop your restrictions.
its getting me highly irritated, so please do stop it.

7:42 PMscrewed.screwed.screwed.
wow.
lessons aren't getting any better.
& i'm having a hard time understanding & absorbing -.-
th tchers are so boringgggg! ):

phone's screwed.
freak lah zzz. hate it.
wadevr bah. dunno when then can use again?

choir tmr.
auditions for th sections for th secones? haha jiayou bah.

supposed to go pia elang hw nw. still yet to be completed zzz.
guess i don't need th help anymore. abit no pt at this juncture le.
cos i have to hand it in tmr =/

tday was quite funny, when my phone started to screw angela bangbangbang then okay alr lo =X
but aft tht afternoon screw again then really cmi le.
then CT tday also like wth can. zzz.
forget it lah i'll be thankful if i even pass.
cos i left a whole freaking 10marks question blank.
wadevr. forget it lah.

then aft tht endured so many doubleperiods.
zzz.
boringggggggggggggg. but lucky no math tday of any kind.
but all 3sciences was no better -.-
plus i bet all of us don't even know th name of tht elit tcher who was teaching us just nw -.-
forget it lah.
screwed.

forget it.
forget everyth.
i would really love tht.

Sunday, January 06, 200812:02 AM282!
hahahaha okay still slacking away nw.
i'm supposed to be doing elang but i don't know how! =/
sigh..

anw.. somebody rocks so much.
okay maybe not rock lah but then.. haha! ;DD
*grins widely.


...........I..........!

Saturday, January 05, 200811:02 PMresolutions.
its nv too late (:

1. to forget stuff tht i HAVE to forget.

2. enjoy th new yr & make th best of it.

3. reach my targets. [ shittt =X ]

4. jiayou for everyth.

5. stay happy & let everyone ard me stay happy also (:

6. (: [ haha but i know its cmi de lah.. unless ;D ] =XXX

7. enjoy 3G'o8!

p.s i tink i've linked everyone who asked me to link, if i didn't link you tell me okay? thankyou (:

8:54 PMUPDATESSSSSSS!
GOSH I'M SO SORRY PEOPLE!!!! =XX
I HAVEN'T UPDATED SINCE LIKE ORIENTATION, SO I SHALL START WITH IT!

FIRE UP@ AHS 2008

L-I-G-H-T, LIGHT OH LIGHT YOU'RE SO SEXYYYYYYYY!
hahah tht's th coolest cheer ever. ♥

hmm i don't want to say so much lah, but thankyou EDBERT, & also all my ally groups!
haha. thanks alot ppl.

OG 28! ;D
u guys rock man.
altho th first part abit quiet lah, but at least u guys had teamwork & i'm glad u ppl did light proud (: yeah. hmm anw if any of u know which class is STEPHANIE in tell me hor, cos i haven't gave her her note yet as she left early =X

err actually i don't know wad to say lah haha.
pass too long alr, only rmb some parts.
th amazing race was cool.
supposed to ally with huiwen&jeremy.
then end up become FOUR grps go tgt haha.
meedberthuiwenjeremypearlynajeremyyujunronald!
haha so it was like four of our grps squeezing on th sbs bus to HCI.
so cramped lah.
then did th shilianpai thingy & all four grps took bus to kingalbertpark.
haha my grp won th scissorspaperstone thing.
so stayed & then it was neos at cineleisure.
but we met pearlyna & jeremy yep [:
huiyi said she saw me! haha.
paiseh nv see u tho =X
thanks jeremy for helping me with some stuff haha. cos yujun's grp wasn't back then he help me take their stuffs first (:

the aft tht had campfire. woots.
we got so zihigh at th singing part we were singing without music =X
zaoxia.
then running ard tht part i made glenchua's slipper drop. oops paiseh.
spent th night aft tht making cards.
so tiring! haha..
th cups fr corinne&gary's grp were so niceeee! ;D
slept at 3.30 on both nights. both in between jinni & lihui! (:

yay OG28 i love you guys man you rock i'm so proud of you :D
haha at first you all all like err. quiet? & all tht lah esp th girls!
then started to get high all th cheers & all tht! yay.
so proud esp during fear factor tht time when u ppl were supposed to cheer by yourselves you guys were damn good lah! ;D
nvm tht we didn't get enough marbles to win best OG, at least we know we did well (:
thankyou.

I LOVE LIGHT TOO!
thanks zhuting graci weyjian yulin ;D
OGs 25-32 all rock! (:

i show you why.
[koped fr jinni's blog]

Cluster item was :)
i love LIGHT.
we did a series of cheers.
we even did the Cookie Monster cheer that Jemez did during our orientation camp `06.
ended off with the sexy clap, the macho clap and of course our very own LIGHT clap that goes *ting!*

our cluster got so many coolcool cheers luh.

1.来来来, we show you the light.
you cannot see us, `cause you're not bright.
i'm sorry for your plight.
`cause you're not in light.
awwwwww.

2.Light is here, stand up and cheer.
we're second to none, we're no. one.
we're on top, we can't be stopped.
Light's on top, LIGHT WE ROCK :D

3.starlight,
star bright,
light's the best cluster tonight. (x3)

4.L-I-G-H-T,
Light-oh-Light you're so sexy (x3)
muacksssssss!

though the sing-along session was kinda screwed, MASS DANCE WAS SUPERB!
all 500 of us (OGLs, OGMs, Cluster leaders, etc) danced around the campfire and we tootootrained after tt. lol :/

[end of koped xP]

yeah so you see, light is so cool. until now we will like suddenly get into camp mood & start saying th cheers =X haha.

CHAR said sth abt LIGHT when they announced th best cluster thing, she say until super funny lah, when she told me & jinni we all started laughing haha :D
she said tht when it was announced not only th OGLs all raise their hands & cheer, is like th whole of light simultaneously did th same thing so it was super cool ;D

aft tht had final sort-of-interaction yep. gave out th stuff & told them to jiayou & tht. but i'll be at least seeing 3 of them very soon (: will say why later.

had farewell for IP ppl aft tht.
i'll miss JIAYUN
LIHUI
GLENCHUA
VIVIAN
JIANLE.
=/ cried abit here & thr, told them to come back visit manymany times or else! haha.
thanks for th notes & sms & everyth! :D

we had 3 big plates of beehoon for functions fr BB aft tht haha. + th cake.
drank sparkling juice.
so many bottles were popped & all tht lah hahaha.
chowy came backkkk. & we slacked ard before heading for kfc.
laughed alot thr mainly because of charrr haha (:

then it was homeeeeee! slept at 9+ till 12 th nxt day i tink (:

[end of 29th dec]

[start of 30th dec]
gosh i'm still living in 2007 =X

STEAMBOAT! tht's th main thing of th day tho is wasn't really greattt.
met up with renice & loong first.
then went to th place itself.
waiting for th rest.
tingwei huiyi jaryl.
jaryl's so crap can.
ask him run abit in th rain he complain so much.
say wad will drown or sth lah wadevr =/

hmm th penalty for uneaten food left is like $5 for 100g which is like super crap,
so we said to faster run out later aft we finish cos we know we will nv ever finish th food! haha.

th food wasn't great lah.
th ad made it nice only, wadevr.
anw we won't ever be going back to th place cos its moving to elsewhr but i don't know whr (:
th service sucks.
each person can only have 2 plates at one time, & only ONE PAIR OF DISPOSABLE CHOPSTICKS.
wad crap is this can.
th chopsticks so horrible lah. must use to take raw food & eat?! wth.
so loong was like saying tht we give them back th crab & exchange for chopsticks haha.

cooking was fun lo at least i cook de can eat okay? haha.

aft tht on th way back SOME PPL were laughing & suffering in th middle cabin & wasting smses to each other when they were just opposite each other. wadevr haha.

then me renice loong went to under renice block thr to slack. until my mum called =/
zzz. paiseh arh.
but cool talk abt MISSIONS! ;D

haha no pics for everyth i'm so sorry!

[end of 30th dec]

[start of 31st dec]


this day was super boring lah okay nth to say i forgot wad i did alr actually =X

[end of 31st dec]

[start of 1st jan]


HAPPY NEW YEAR! i am so damn lag can?!
gosh.
i must be th most lag one ard =X
haha i forgot wad i did this day too. shit. stm.

[end of 1st jan]

[start of 2nd jan. schl starts.]


i went to schl tinking tht i still had time to slack when mornin meeting was at 7.
but i REACHED at 7.
zzz. haha walking up all th way saying hi to ppl whom i've not seen for ages.
yeah. then walked on th unfamiliar 4th floor corridor.
then saw tht class was quite empty. [ I TINK SO.]
haha then chiong-ed down with charrr.
but alot of ppl late also lah yep.

anw my new duty is on TUES [not FRI anymore shittts. means i have to do zaocao ): wad a terrible fact.]
but at least i have zeroheartlingxin as my duty partner & we're doing main gate! yay its gna be fun (:

listen to all th talks & blahblahblah.
form tcher ms trina. - teaching me chem.
co-form mrs juneyeo. - teahcing me elang.

lalalala. no comments lo.
except tht most tchers speak so softly!
gosh.
i have to strain my ears like shittt to hear them talk.
haha no wonder they ask us to keep quiet =X every single one lah i tink. [so far]
forgot all th tchers alr so another day then i update on who my tchers are yep (:

hmm aft schl had choir & functions meeting for cca orientation concert.
lala.
reached home 4+, it was quite early le. heh.

[end of 2nd jan.]

[start of 3rd jan.]


err crap stuff again. haha. anw ada's my partner (:
haha.
err wad did we do on this day huh? i have totally no recollection O.O

but i know aft schl had rehersal.
sorry for th screwups at backstage.
i didn't do things correctly ):

[end of 3rd jan.]

[start of 4th jan.]


first time doing zaocao. wth.
i'm like zzz lah.
lost haha. nvm forget it lah. =X

err lessons were super boring -.-

cca orientation.
so many VJ ppl came back! :D
yeah.
talked to binghao shawn chermaine, but only awhile cos i had to go up =/
all of them so SMARTTT lah! yeah..

glad tht our first concert's over. jinni you were a great OIC lah (:
yeah you were good. but not th part abt u koping my icecream xP haha.

[end of 4th jan.]

[start of TODAY!]


haha choir prac.
couldn't sing. voice's screwed.
hmm hsm all th way!

saw reeve who came so early for th auditions! haha so enthu arh u glad u got in (:

sectionals were fun (:
cos i wasn't singing tday =X
haha paiseh lah.

auditions for th hsm roles! ;D
it was greattt.
i have a video of max & her singing tgt.
pam said tht they were th miniature or sth! haha.
th rest were greattt too.
ada! don't need to be nervous lah u, u sounded good (:
eugenia stop saying wad u cnnt cnnt cnnt -.-
kayat max sounded good (:
th rest toooooooo~

jiayous!

haha so happy 3 out of 5 of my GUY OGMs are coming into choir! yay yay yay (:
one of my cz de also.
haha.
aww.

pics with charis, so if she posts then i can post.

lunched with her anqi & chuinchi.
gosh i feel so dumb lah forgot to bring $ out -.-
zzz wadevr. paiseh charis. haha!

& i really really really want to go for th trip.


sigh. wadevr bah.
navigations. wow.
[end of TODAY!]

sorry tht my post is so boring with only words ):

3g'o8.
i hope it turns out alright.