ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Wednesday, October 31, 20078:37 PMthird post tday! :D okay got bored so decided to change blogskin.
ya but fiddled with th html until abit weird so i've decided to leave it for nw la heh.
if not later spoil then i'll be like wth-.-
sigh yep.

hmm 121314 okay (:
haha.
quite lookin forward to it bah.
hope tht conflicts won't arise or sth.
sigh.
okay wad am i sayin,
its gna be fun de :D

lala i realised i've learnt much along th way bah;
& i'll continue. or else i might..

but thr's one more thing i have to learn. finish actually.
or maybe two. i'll have to learn it now.
and fast.
i'll tell u sth k? i'm afraid of losing u.
2:43 PM(x yay this is mine! haha. its from jiayun's blog aye take th test! (:
heh. so colourful & stripy! *grins.

ohhwell i guess i'm feelin fine aha [x
nick jiayous for tday aye.
(:

hmm feelin kinda bored nw.. holidays so sian-.-
tmr (x
haha xD

lala.
[sorry i edited this post again cos th other one got prob so i deleted it =X]
2:32 PM(x okay hope u're seeing this nw. anw thanks hahaha.
20/7.. u say wan arh? don't regret.. xP
haha okay i not so bad la i wun go call u at some ungodly hour or sth =X
mm. jiayous for nxt yr hor u!
muz study hard! (:
smile.
i hope u lead a good life now (x
god is fair. get over it.
cos time heals everyth :D
i really hope it gets better for u now & th wound will heal quickly.
when u feel emo also can find me de la okay?
u don't have to mask it all th time..
takecare.
Tuesday, October 30, 20075:14 PMit's time. 2oo7.
a yr when many things happened..
but i guess we all have to let go sometime..
sighs.
happy memories, sad memories.
but still, they are all precious <3
for everyone who have given me them,
thankyou.

oh well ):
sigh. feelin a wee bit emo.
so decided to separate this away from th previous post.
haha. okay i'm kinda bored too, so tht's th other reason bah.

sigh.
i'm confused zzz >.<
sigh.
i dunno wad to think.
sigh.
nvm la.
haha (x
i shall cheerup (:
cos i just realised tht i'm able to fulfil a promise made long ago to somebody haha (x
yep i go tell th person later xDD
heh. lookin thru my damn old post when i saw it la. lala.
hmm tmr's gna be a long day [ cos i'll have nth to do =x ],
but nvm :D

2:49 PMit's time. loo is retarded (x

haha. yup tday played badminton with her lala.
heh. den she go buy th nail varnish remover o.o
huiting, come back quickly & see this, we tio scammed $0.50 la hahhahaahaha [for th dumb nailpolish-.-]
dunno wad to say alr la hmm.

anqi is super retarded. sigh i feel so sorry for her ):
:D

how will tmr be?
sigh. i guess i'm gonna be bored & stuck & home bah-.-
since my mum aso don't wna let me go out.
she want me to finish th hols hw zzz.
i don't even know got wad hw la.
sigh.

ahh crap sorry wenglok just nw th convo =X whoops.
paiseh.
Monday, October 29, 20071:35 PM! :D hey okay i'm back fr choir..
nxt prac is on fri.
yep..
like norm schl day liddat lo no diff-.-
somemore i think its 6 pracs in 2 wks not 5.
haha nvm.
no comments abt tday's prac, i was DAMN tired-.-

happy birthday BELLA <3
& for ytd right, i forgot to post,
happy birthday WENGLOK (:

haha hope tht u 2 enjoyed urselves on ur birthdays (;

hmm class chalet's nxt wk o.o
so fast la suddenly.. haha.
2b & 1a havin their class chalet nw haha :D

okay have been listenin older songs lala (x
rascal flatts bless the broken road! :D
also got one version is he sing with carrie underwood de..

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

hmmm suddenly miss all th songs tht i lost sigh.
haha.

Sunday, October 28, 200710:15 PMlala. okay first thing,
really thanks to YOU & YOU okay? haha yup.
YOU thanks for th listening & understanding <3 ,
& YOU thanks for th counselling (: yup really won't forget it.
u two are super niceeeeeeeee!
stay as frens alright? :DD

hmmm tday was quite okay..
except tht sth bad happened ):
sighs, but i guess it'll blow over
lala. mummy was super nice tday brought me out shoppin & bought me 2 tops & 3 pairs of studs. like wow, i wanted tht pair of shades, but nvm, save $ bah [x
ya.. i'm happy with wad i have le [x

ohwell, everyth's gettin back to normal? i hope (:

lala. wishin for all th best for everyone who's going for IP & 2a`o7 too i guess.. yup.

we were a class who didn't really bond tht well.
but nw, we are bonded (:
sorry i didn't really treasure u guys.. yup.
well tht's sth i really regret abt. i wish i cld turn back time..
but i know i can't.
so yep just wishin th best for all ya ppl alrights?
always look on th positive side of things.. [don't be emo like me -.-]
haha. takecare everyone(:

this song goes to 2a <3>

SAY GOODBYE LYRICS

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

(chorus)
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last

(chorus)

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hearts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll missing your lovin' every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because the true love never dies

ohh man. this song is FREAKIN EMO.
ohmy. i shldn't even have listened to it just nw -.-
sigh. nvm. this song is still as chio as it was when i first heard it 3yrs ago (:
Saturday, October 27, 20078:05 PM2ao7.. okay.. i'm dedicating this post to all th ppl to 2a'o7 alrights.. yup (:

i'memonot.
[or if someone sees this then i die =X will tio smacked, haha [:]

i'll not cheerup.
[or if another someone sees this right, later duwan talk to me or sth, haha, i dunno la anyhow say de (:]

yeah okay proceed to dedicatin post to 2a'o7.. i also wna say sth to everyone! *grins

`1. qianru- hey nv really talk to u ya.. but anw it was great with u in th class bah.. smart girl aye (: haha jiayous for nxt yr okay? :D

`2. cherlene- hello girl! lalau're a nice person yep. smart also xD haha even though i guess nxt yr we won't be in th same class.. at least we'll still have choir aye? yup, altos! hmmm jiayous for nxt yr too, takecare ;D

`3. cheryl- hey retard (: haha myonly chance to be in th same class as u nxt yr is when i get into trip sci which i doubt la, ya, so all th best nxt yr aye? jiayous & thanks for being a great fren thru this yr.. yeah? takecare thr alrights [x love <3

`4. christina- okay i duwan say th same things but just work hard for nxt yr aye u? yep.. come my hse soon to bake hor! *grins. thanks for being a great fren. loveya girl ;D

`5. jinmin- hello (x hahaha thanks for everyth alrights? yep really thanks.. (: i think i'll just yue1 u come out sometime soon la if not cnnt see u le ): yup.. i don't want u out of my life :D takecare & jiayous okay? <3

`6. gaiana- hey u very quiet leh.. haha! hmmm rmbed tht beginnig of th yr still talked to u abit la.. although u very quiet but still u're very nice! haha yep jiayous for nxt yr okay? takecare! xD

`7. hsin yin- spastic girl. lala i'll miss u aye (: takecare okay. asshole so smart la! hahahaha xD thanks for being a great fren [x takecare thr alrights <3

`8. huiting- hey darlin bon voyage okay? bring me a nice present hee :D lala takecare thr alrights. i'm here if need be de (x don't emo la u. ya so u cnnt say i emo!!! hahaha xD think i'll see u alot nxt yr too so i won't miss u. ehh nope. i'll miss u till u come back fr japan (: have a safe trip.

`9. joanne- oops nv really talk to u aye.. yeah. but u're a nice & smart girl lala. yep jiayous for nxt yr & takecare thr! (x happy hols. enjoy [x

`10. brenda- hey girl.. lala u arh takecare don't fall sick again hor! ya.. u've been a great monitress for 1ao6 & 2ao7 la, really happy to be in th same class as u. so fortunate ya xD hmmm won't miss u so much cos thr's so manyyyyy choir pracs arh hahaha! yep but nxt yr i won't be same class as u le so yep i'll still miss u, cos not used to not seeing u ): anw thanks for being such a nice fren :D

`11. jinghiang- hey u spastic girl who always appear offline (: hahaha anw takecare okay, nxt yr maybe still will same class as u? haha i dunno la. hope so (x lala. find some time durin hols go out aye? <3 thanks for being a great fren (:

`12. anqi- loooooooooooooo! haha (: ehh jem tell u nxt yr don't take art elect leh cos its gna be DAMN tough -.- ya.. haha anw will miss u la if u take art elect ): won't be same class as u le sighs.. laogong! but we still can go home tgt aye? takecare okay, don't blurblur de <3 thanks for being thr for me (: will be very not used to not seeing u nxt yr le ):

`13. melanie- hey girl. lala hmmm nxt yr also cnnt same class as u le but we'll still see each other durin choir! hahaha jiayous for everyth nxt yr okay? takecare thr! xD

`14. zihuan- urm nv really talk to u la hor.. but yep just jiayous for nxt yr. u're real quiet haha (: takecare!

`15. chengjoo- my badminton partner! haha u play sooooo well! :D lala. sorry abt th other day when i pangseh, i still feel so bad ): really sorry aye. hmmm nxt yr we still can meet up to play badminton? lala takecare thr!<3

`16. kimberley- hey girl jiayous for vj alrights? yup u go thr muz work hardhard le! ya.. u're a nice girl (: takecare! xD

`17. peiyun- hey dumb (: hee. u wan hols tht time come my hse la [x then can bake somemore stuff? haha. k la b4 class chalet i go buy ur bolster okay? maybe sth else too haha :D takecare alrights, thanks for being a great fren <3

`18. rachel- CHIANG! haha. rmb all th fun times we had fr last yr till nw.. will miss u nxt yr la, very not used to not seeing rachel chiang in my class le ): ya.. takecare thr okay girl? jiayous! <3

`19. lynette- hey girl lala jay chou rocks aye? (: *grins. i guess nxt yr won't be same class as u le hor.. so yup will miss u (x takecare thr & jiayous alright? ;D

`21. wenrui- urm hey (: lala takecare thr & i'll see u when we go out as a class? yup jiayous for nxt yr okay? [x

`22. avril- hey. okay i said wad i wanted in th previous post alr ya but nvm, jiayous for tj okay? will be really not used to seeing u ard la.. always see u de for 6yrs le.. then nxt yr.. sighs. nvm bah takecare (:

`23. yujun- !!! ahh nxt yr not same class as u le will miss u !!! )): but lucky still got th camps (x haha. takecare thr okay smartest person of th whole lvl. haha (: jiayous <3

`24. cherilynn- hey girl nv really talk to u but i know u're nice & smart too (: haha. takecare thr & jiayous for nxt yr okay? ;D

`25. brandon- haha hey OGM (: lala so fast 2 yrs pass alr la. yup u jiayous for nxt yr okay? (: i've changed my mind & am takin elect lit nw :D haha. no emo aye? i hope i can maintain my attitude.

`26. casper- urm jiayous for tj okay? ya.. nxt yr wun even be in th same schl as u le aye.. takecare..

`27. ruibin- hey jiayous for nxt yr okay.. nv really talk to u aye.. takecare! (x

`28. darren- hey, functions (: jiayous & get into ur trip science okay? cya at th camps & all tht.. takecare!

`29. emmaus- hey nv really talk to u much aye.. jiayous for nxt yr & cya at choir! o.o takecare thr! :D

`30. joshua- hey still rmb last yr u were my angel aye haha (: yup anw jiayous for nxt yr & takecare, nice 2yrs. although last yr i sit beside u i talk to u u always tao me & talk to joshuachoo -.- haha! [x

`31. cliffton- hey time at china was fun aye.. aft tht nv really talk le hor.. hmmm yup nvm jiayous for nxt yr okay! :D takecare thr (x

`32. yilin- hey saw u tday at tm! haha jiayous for nxt yr okay, ur badminton is damn power arh! *grins. takecare! :D

`33. rizvan- hey retardeddd twiitxz. hahahs. ii'll takke vweh longg tuhh typpe tishh out. hahahs. forget it i duwan type alr! heh jiayous for nxt yr hor wun same class as u le la cos u take physics right? ): lala takecare thr i'll bake th brownies! :D

`34. jiaqin- hey takecare thr aye! i nv really talk to u ya.. so yep just all th best nxt yr! (:

`35. xinlong- haha ur drawings are nice aye, anw jiayou for nxt yr hor, & takecare! :D

`36. jonathan- hey haha thanks for being a nice fren too ya (x jiayous for nxt yr ya? i wna kope ur height.. stop growin! xDD haha. takecare thr alrights? :D cya ard soon (:

thanks for everyone's effort, it all made 2A a better class <3

thankyou. ms farah & mr wee, i think i dunnid to type out a long post to express my gratitude to u 2 bah (:

thankyou. to all those who helped me pull thru all th time when i was sad. esp tht certain person who understood how i felt totally. yeah. thanks to th rest too.
Friday, October 26, 200710:03 PM(: hmmm sorry for this short post..
no inspiration just now..
now also la paiseh..

last day of schl le.

christina:
hey girl lala u arh.. must come back alot okay? u say alr hor.. at least once a mth.. yep haiz u arh. really leaving le. i guess very she bu de bah.. yep.. u jiayous alrights? smiles always. chicken go thr muz study hardhard :D <3

jiayun:
!FUNCTIONS forever alrights? yep functions outin mustmustmust have okay?? yep.. bryan just nw say must have also.. yeah.. all th best for u in IP okay? loveya <3 cya at all th camps.. last few alr.. really th last few.. ): lets grow taller! [x

lihui:
!FUNCTIONS too! sighs.. u try come for all th camps aye! we'll have all th fun la yup.. leave ahs with all th good memories.. yep.. jiayous okay? <3

avril:
hey cz aye.. hmmm so many years of being th register aft me le den nw.. sighs. no more chance alr la u chicken.. yep jiayous in eveyth u do okay? come back see us den also can see u whenever we go back cz la hor? (x

casper:
hey jiayous la okay? [x yep.. u.. ya.. just do your best thr la yeah.. :D time flies.. ):

shipei:
retardd u jiayous in tj alrighsts? will miss ur spastic-ness & all tht.. (: ur love for choir too o.o haha. sighs. no more of th funny funny stuff le.. yep come back more hor u dumb :D <3

jianle:
hey jiayous alright? yep got thr must work harddd bah lala. come back more often arh.. xD yup <3

greena:
hey OGM! xD omg see how fast time flies?! haiz.. its been like 2 yrs since i first met u la.. den nw.. u're alr leaving ahs.. so.. all th best alrights? jiayous in tj & hope to see u come back more often la [x

yujun:
girl u not going for ip but i still type to u aye [x u don't sad le k? jiayous (: but grats on ur results & thanks for th leng3 note.. hahahahaha <3

unknown:
thankyou alrights. well yeah its time to learn i guess.. yep. very soon.. cos time literally flies..
<3

& thanks to th rest also can? [x yup.
Wednesday, October 24, 20078:33 PMunsure. oh well.
i guess tday was quite okay. th enterprise thing was quite a success for us bah. yeah.

i'm just too tired. i need someone to lean on.
nvm.

i feel kinda weird nw la.. gettin th same feelin as this afternoon, when th enterprise thing ended.. i guess i dunno if i can.. i dunno.. i really dunno la bloody hell. i hate my life la. some things i really wna say.. but i just fckin can't bring myself to say it.

forget it. i just want some security. i don't have any.
Tuesday, October 23, 20078:29 PMbrownies! lala enjoyable day with 2 retards.

haha went tm with HT first. was carryin th bloody heavy plastic bag with th bloody many books in it-.- zzz. went in search of th diffeent ingredients & dars chocolate (: hee. den went bk to wait for py who is ohsolucky to become th banner i/c for her st john thing yup hahahaha..

yup den go buy th stuff blabla. forgot abt th butter TWICE. like wth. =X yeah but overall still quite okay la.. ya.. quite tiring though mix th thingy.. heh. but not bad la i think come out.. tmr u ppl shall see.. [x

but think th best one is th SPAGHETTI! :DDD
damn nice can. alfredo rocks. nxt time try caborana with meatballs okay? xD yup u 2 rock <3

on-ed th aiqingmofashi, but nobody watched, so i just wasted loads of electricity o.o okay py watched abit then when she realised she missed out some part then she duwan watch alr lala.

okay tday u 2 made my day la haha FUNFUNFUN! :DDD yep. pictures of th pasta another time paiseh! i nv upload =X

ohh yep tmr's enterprise day aye (: jiayous okay ppl. heard tht we have 2 games isit? yeah. den th brownies gna be th prizes o.o look forward to them okay. is we xinxinkuku bake de leh!!! haha.. all our sweat & blood & tears.. jk la xP hmmm ya just jiayou lo tmr.. (: lala.

tday i haven watch any of dramas/wadevr shows yet. not planning to also la heh. yup so just gna slack until 10 den maybe go & slp or sth? yup. i'm tht slack (x duwan tell my mum much abt results or she'll start naggin like hell. called her this morn & told her abit but i think she forgot le, so shh.. *grins.
omg u're such a fckin meanie okay. i hate u alright -.- grr. asshole. wadevr la. big la huh u. no point la i say this kinda things. waste my time only -.- seriously la. please la. reflect on ur own actions also can? u very good isit? - is so much better okay.
Sunday, October 21, 20079:51 PMretarded. i'm impatient -.-
haiz nvm..
8:56 PMretarded. finished more than 12 eps tday.
waitin for th last 6 eps nw [x

lalaaa.
had a damn borin tday spent watchin drama.
yep.
DISCOVERED tht some1 was online haha (x
spastic always appears offline de.
yep. & she talks to th dead. a zombie (:
okay she's spastic, i'm NOT, hee.
&wadevr i type is lame, cos words can't walk =X
okay i'm damn boredd so sorry :D
[spastic is currently in th mental hospital nw cos i ask ppl go take her thr (x]

lala. okay its quite retarded la, but nvm (:

i think i think too much =/
ohwell.
Saturday, October 20, 200711:21 PMtday! lala tday choir was quite okay bah. no comments anw. yep.

hmmm den aft tht got this spastic lo haha (:
dunno wad asshole say wad asshole thingy, i forgot le la, paiseh =X
hmmm..
well this hols we'll just make use of th time left, as much as possible? iloveyoudarlin. &icantbeartoloseyou.
byebye!
Friday, October 19, 20079:02 PMtday! ahh my shin hurts la damnit.
i don't even know why -.-
zzz.
boredd.
7:59 PMtday! okay tday i'm damn bloody tired hahaha. cos tday was th grad day.

aft so long of not seeing th sec4s, i felt a sense of.. well.. familiarity when i saw them? yeah. is like can tio stun de feeling. i dunno la.. but all th functions snrs.. nice to see them again? [x

i guess all of us are gonna miss them alot.. its like suddenly they are really going to be gone la.. ): sighs. i guess we all have to adapt to th changes happening arnd us bah..

okay emo no more!

CHOIR for half an hr liddat, then grad day duty. took 4K, their attendance damn easy to take la. ask aloysius can alr, plus th only person not thr tday right, all th tchers alr knew tht she wasn't coming le, cos she was down with chickenpox. aww, poor thing, hope she gets better, whoever she is ;D

then brought them to tower aft last min announcement. supposed to go linkway thr de, den dunno wad happen la BLAH! hmmm they attire check become dunno wad la, end up damn rush at th linkway cos they not in register number order blah.. whole thing was kinda screwed? ohh i dunno =X haha.

den aft tht like nth to do la.. so slack.. something happened but nvm bah, i think its more or less settled? sorry to all though ):

then all t sec4s go on stage to take dunno wad thing.. cert i think.. yep. some of them were real funny la, th way they gave stuff to their tchers.. aww so sweeeeet! :D

aft tht.. hmmm.. i think its when me & charrr ban some chairs den go kope food fr th refreshments =X when we finally go eat all th good food gone le, wadevr-.- but cos i was like SO DAMN HUNGRY, i ate wadevr was thr tht i didn't mind, which was only th beehoon o.o heh. quite full la.

GM [not agm, this is just general meetin, not th annual one.] started at like 3? ya.
den jiajie talked abt stuff, mr chua talked too.. yep tht's abt it la.

den went tm eat at macs with looloo (: talked & crapped. ya wadevr haha. lala. { my *blankspace FRIEND! hee (x }

so now i'm finally at home aft a longlong day which felt like 123456789 years. hafta slp EARLY later. cos thr's choir again tmr yep. hmmm..

i realised i stopped replyin tags like since i-dunno-when =X
paiseh! i nv reply but i'll to ur blogs to tag! :D

o.o long post aft such a long time, i don't even know when was th last one haha. hmmm i feel weird now. perhaps its cos i'm tired. well not exactly. not tired la just dunno also lei =X

ohhyeah & i promised aye? [x
haha i'm just glad i made u happier, eh wait,
did i?
hee. i love you (x u're too precious <3
Thursday, October 18, 200710:17 PMheadache-pain-pain-pain ahh bloody hell headache pain pain pain!! ): sighs..
i miss you. i really do.
8:28 PMno-comments-no-emotions. tday was kinda sh!t. esp th movie part. lol. too tired le & th movie.. weeeeeelll, let's just have no comments. hmmm aft tht have th coach daniel thingy lo ya.. nth much la. tht's just my sad & boring life.

haiz blazer attire tmr yep.
half hr of choir tmr?
maybe.
den aft tht..
2 more things la.
busy schedule i think.
well.
i'm not lookin forward to tmr.

Tuesday, October 16, 20079:36 PM... i can't take it anymore.
i really can't.
can someone please help me?..
i really cannot take all th things anymore.
i really cnnt.
i thought tht i could.
i can't.
i fuckin can't.
its so fuckin unfair.
i'm being scolded for studyin.
i studied.
i really did.
8:49 PM`lala HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL (x

lala (:
okay wadevr not gna talk abt my results le.
sensitive topic.
nvm forget it.
yeah.

hmmm tday was retardeddd.
haha okay (x

lalalalaaaaaaaaa~
just don't wna tink too much abt all these le yeah?
everybody CHEEEEEER UP okay??? esp u. don't liddat k?.. ):
yup smiles!

tatas! nth to say alr =x i lead a boring life.
i'mjustequallyupset.. ijustdon'ttinkthtishldshowitoreveryonewilljustbethsame. yeah. ijustreallywanttotryandmakethingsbetterforeveryone. tht'swhytdayeventhoughiwasupset, ididn'tshowit.
Monday, October 15, 200711:31 AMhappybirthday!:D hey CASPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY (x
lala. <3
Sunday, October 14, 20076:53 PMprettyprettysong!<3 Futarikiri no kouen kaerimichi no shiteiseki
Itsumo yori hashaideru kimi wo mitsume kiitemita
"Moshimo ashita sekai ga naku nattara dou suru?"
Kimi wa nani mo iwazu ni boku no ude wo gyutto shita ne
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ga chikasugite doki doki tomaranai

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo

Itsumo no wakare michi de nanimo dekinai wakatteru
Hoppeta fukuramasete te wo hanashite "Moo iku ne"
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ni chikazuite doki doki tomaranai

Konna boku mo kimi ga ireba tsuyoku nareru yo
Koi wa fushigi na mahou da ne nanimo kowakunai kara
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo hanashi wa shinai
STAND BY ME
Dareka ja dame nanda kimi ni zutto soba ni ite hoshii

Aa mujaki na sugao no mama kimi wa iu
"Nee, obaachan ni nattemo kisu shite kureru no?"
Nee sono toki ni wa boku datte onaji da yo
Tsunaida te hanashi wa shinai kara

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo
5:09 PMdisappointed i guess i was just dreaming.
dreams aren't reality yeah.

drip.drop.

3:24 PMo.o not bad la! (x okay tried sth out tday lala.
quite okay bah i guess.. at least for a first timer (x
nth much to post la so byebye!:D
tmr? i hope (: & i love u :D

Saturday, October 13, 20075:02 PM who's brl? o.o okay wadevr (x i'm just random. &ihope.
byebye i go out le! :D
4:45 PM:D boreddd.
but going out soon i s'pose.
yep gna try out sth tmr!
hope it'll work, *fingers crossed
lala. tatas for nw! (:
i guess u'll just go with them, won't u? ): wadevr. i can't do anyth abt it anw.
Friday, October 12, 20075:41 PMlalalalaaaaaaaaaa` ohhya who's judge ironfist huh btw? =O
haha okay i'm boredddddddd :D
4:45 PM:DDDD lalala` hello(:
lala watched DOA again :D
haha.
hmm got back sci & hist tday-.- hey cheer up k? don't sad leis ):
zzz. nvm no comments.
shall not think abt it heh.
dont dampen my spirits.
hmmm okay byebye duno wad to say le :D
iloveyou(:
Thursday, October 11, 200710:00 PMchange(: lala okay changed blogskin like aft duno hw long..
haha finally yep(:
but i tink i'll change it again soon, if i feel like it(:

boreddd.
lala.
6:23 PM!HUITING~ yup nice day my dear HUITING(:
it caused us to have a lack of slp!
andand it is decided okay.
we stay on our stand.
heck alr yup :D

thx for lending me th bk <3
don't liddat le kay.
lucky we are alternative (x

lala
lets do this another day again.
i don't mind being slp-deprived.
but we wasted our $$ on th movie la-.-
suck de.
but th food was nice!!!!
i wna eat thr again! haha (x

we went orchard then bugis whr i bought sth tht i wanted for a longlong time den finally TM whr huiting fr thr bought EVERYTH tht she bought tday heh..
yeah i nid to buy STH tmr aye!!!<3
...

hmmm making a wise decision's tough.
okay i'm random =X
smile my darling xD
we're alternatives & we attract.
take care! &ilovesomepeopleinmylife,espthtsthihugtoslpeverynight.
5:34 PM! =D sorry so long nv update aye..

lala EOYs are over.
everyone's happy nw (:

but doesn't it feel kinda weird? like u wake up & u find tht u don't have to do anyth..
hmmm it feels kinda strange to me nw (x
but at least i don't have to fret abt revision anymore :D

tday marking day arh.. one day only =.=
want to give give 2 days mah can sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep thru th wkend too!
haha. must prepare oneself for th shock tht will be faced when th papers come back
-.-

okay i'm crappin alot nw la.
thx for all th tags arh ppl!
i get round to taggin again soon =D

yay finally readin th bk tht i wanted to read for quite long & buyin stuff tht i want.
FINALLY(:
shall spend my time reading. so tht my mum will stop saying tht i'm wasting my life away aft exams -.-

haiz really very boring aft exams leh. shld find sth meaningful to do!
try go find lessons to take up.
i alr have 2 in mind xDD

hmmm cca starts nxt wk, so life will revert back to normal bah? still hafta wake up early everyday -.-but then durin th hols i will complain tht its damn sian again ):
haha.

nvm. i shall just treasure th freedom present nw & rather everyth just remain as it is bah?:D
yeah.
i don't mind.
i still <3 u
but nvm if don't have anyth (x