ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Wednesday, December 26, 200711:10 AM279. sigh.













well guess th empty space within is just waiting to be filled up.
























no point.



























nobody cares.





















sigh.

























nvm. u be happy bah.






























just empty within myself with only myself to care abt it.
so its okay.
Sunday, December 23, 20073:10 PM278! haha saw th carol grp thr (:
okay random lah =X
JIAYOUSJIAYOUSJIAYOUS alright?
yeah.

jiayun! i can't tag at ur blog dunno whyyyyy =/
cya at camp haha. SAY HEY!

haha last post for tday le lah. shld start on my hw.
so tht if later i can then go watch th other grp's performance!
but then i tink my mummy won't let leh.
sorry arh.
can/cannot go i tell u all later.
altho u all won't see this lah. =/

okay maybe i'm not that lag..
can i have a perfect christmas? it would include you.

1:17 PMeveryth. 20th-21stdec

council farewell.
err no pics lah haha. phone camera sucks.
go seeeeeee ada/tab/aloy blogs? haha.
they had cameras (:

will miss functions snrsssss!
tab willie bryan aloysius hanlu geraldine chengyu kewei shawn victor!

sorry so short abt farewell but our performance damn o.o lah haha =X

didn't sleep for whole night. found out tht macs evm is cheaper when u order o.O
weird lah. tried to sleep but jiayun woke me up earlyearly 6.40 haha.
only slept for like. err not even half hr?

so tired lah.
still had to do 1st floor ushering.
jiayun & lingxin.
saw quite a few ppl whom i recognise fr cz.
melissa anthea & dunno who lah but see before de.
when th crowd was really alot of ppl tht time, me & lingxin kept bumping into each other at th corner haha.
she very funny. ncc ppl run past tht time right, she totally like stick to th wall xD
then she usher finish to stairs thr turn back she face pillar haha.
hmm then edbert treat icecream. thanks (:
koped fr others float too. esp jiayun xP

i'm not updating in order lah wadevr =X

OGP: Edbert!
OG: 28!
cluster: err not sure of name, but is last one.

this yr's mass dance cool leh (:
happy feet song. so cute lah haha.
jump jump!

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22nddec.

carol performance & buying identities.

sorry to jiayun qinhui edbert for being lateeee.
forget abt my courtshoes so had to rush home to take! =/
paiseh made u ppl wait.

haha & tht seconenccguy had tht pic! 0.0

walked in th pasar malam. nth de.
so went toys r us!
haha my grp's identity was partly bought thr!
popular also!
(:
jiayun's was fr popular!
& qinhui's fr minitoons!
bought some other stuff also lah.
th other 2 said ours was damn cheap then not fair =X
its just tht we were LUCKYYYYY!
heh.
thanks edbert for bringing th stuff home.

paiseh LOONG.
pangseh u =/
hope u got wad u needed for AHEM. (:

met up with th carolling grp.
wad a long ride yep.
sorry i didn't go for prac =/
& for talking on th phone for so long ):
sorrysorrysorry.

thanks casper & christopher.
for helping us (:
jiayou for tday's performance alright!
eugenia shipei rachel jianle nick max too! :D

ytd's performance was err. dunno also lah.
mrtan gave us a lift to imm to watch th other grp (:
was playing with vanessa's DS on th way! (x
but it gave me motion sickness *dizzy dizzy.

comm grp was greattt.
they sounded super good.
mrtan said tht they could be compared to JC choirs! :D

dinner at mos burger.
corn soup + charis's fries.
no appetite.
dunno why also.
maybe.. dunno also lah.

thanks anqi's dad for giving us a lift.
haha right under my block somemore leh!
thankyou thankyou (:
wasn't feeling too well so really thanks or else i would have to take th long ride home feeling sick ):
had a good sleep. tho only 10hrs.
but still feeling abit weird =/

sorry.
to many.
1:06 PM276. wadevr.

she couldn't take it anymore.
i guess it was. u said i didn't care anymore & viceversa. wth.

Tuesday, December 18, 20071:00 PM crap.
i'm not supposed to feel this way.
no.
not now.
seriously not now.
i don't need this.

insecurity.
it does affect my life.
too much.
screwed.

no pt telling anybody this i guess.
it won't help anw.
bye.

was it really sth tht could be forgotten so easily?
11:08 AMfinally! okay!
i shall update abt th CHALET first.. this time with pics!



i reach thr tht time went in to SLACKKK.
watched renwoaoyou. & played sth. tink it was daidee.
then watched others play cheat.

then left to fetch tht jaryllum to our chalet lo.



see this?
can't believe it lo.
he brought this bag then go vivo with 'ahem'.
haha.
asked why he didn't bring her along, turned out tht she said she didn't want to come =/
ohwell. too bad.

then jaryl said tht he can start fire in FIVEMINS. more like FIVEHOURS can -.-
some pics of bbq!


weiloong! cookin at our neighbour's fire. our neighbour so nice.
see th guys cnnt start fire then lend us their fire..



this pic so clear lah. cos its taken with si's FIVEMP phone!
so cool lah. touchscreen & all tht (:



spastic! haha. see tht girl? slackin also! :D



attempts to cover face fr si's phone failed!
heh.
so camera shy o.o
tink they were standin at th pit or sth bah? =X



our own pit!
attempts to start a fire?
or sth lah (:



yay satay cookin! hahahaa.
so hungry lah. me & renice halfway go try buy barccadi.
at first thot cnnt so we buy with ruffles.
loved th ruffles.
it was so GOOD.



yay th garlic bread was really good too!
yup.
esp those which were crispy on th outside (:



concentrating hard! yeah.
he concentrate until i take pic he also dunno leh! (:



lokyong & jaryl again!
at neighbour's pit!




these 2 were also watchin tv when guys were hard at work =X
playin cheat monopoly etc etc.



pan's LOTR monopoly!
so weird de lah.
got some weird weird rules.
hotels = fortress?
sth liddat.
then got weird stuff also =/



our bags! okay this one was random..



INDIAN POKER!
hahahahahahaaaaa :D
wad a funnn game!



learnt to play bridge! like finally.
haha. but i play like crap lah wadevr =/



my birthday ICECREAM! many thanks to renice pan wenglok (:
but th 2nd day it was totally FROZEN SOLID o.o



bowling! at safra as usual (:
haha. not bad lah.
at least my scores were not bad! hit 80 o.o
loong best lo among us.. 98!
look at all th colourful balls (:



who's loong msgin arh?? xP
haha. okay. we know. we know =X



crap. if he sees me postin this.. =X
okay wadevr.
camera shy lah he.



renice's mlb album! (:



18chefs! zomg renice so sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ):



cheesyfries! okay can't see cos almost all gone le.



ILT! okay randommmmm.



concoction!
consists of strawberryicecream. salt. pepper. cheese. chilliflakes. chillisauce. mayo.
deco is mayo & lemon.
& loong tried it.
omg yuck yuck yuck lah! =/



went back played indianpoker with forfeit.
milo + peachbarccadi + limebarccadi + rootbeer.
gross.
lucky nv add th chunkymonkey in also =X

played awhile then bathed.
then renice & me went to take chopsticks for everyone.
nice right.
but they went to read her msges.
then suannnnn her like crazy!
gosh.
damn bad lah.
renice threw chillicrab at them haha!
somehow we managed to accomplish our mission tho (:
PRETTYYYYYYY~
haha.
seriously lah!
jaryl is one lucky guy!

morning renice left note for us before she lefttt.



hahaha! cnnt see wad it says nvm.
nth much also xP
no lah.
is alot of things.
cos she HEN3 YOU3 XIN1 SI1 write de (:



hahaha!
took this pic for.. ahemahem!
ate it.
not bad leh!



okay this was taken first day.
haha.
thanks jiahui for th pencil case.
i'm so sorryyyy! shittt lah. so forgetful ):

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CAROL PRAC.



gosh. fifa 2004.
marcus jesse jonchia playin like mad.



reynold. err. he looks like he's in a state of emo?
cos his phone was taken away =X



haha! i didn't take th balloons home! i'll look like some idiottt? blah. paiseh.



haha so nice right they bought this cakeee for me!
thankyouuuuu :D

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FAREWELL!



haha i look WEIRD.
gah wadevr =/
meixuan pink lady & pamela prettyy!



cheryl! she looked so cuteee lah! (:



yingjun! still taller than me -.- wadevr haha.
dumb! :D



tingwei! i liked her dresssss! yep.
so nice lah! prettyy!



eugenia so cute right? haha! take care of ur blisters alright! (x



rachel! thanks for th lift to schl! haha (: doobbbb!



okay this is act like she sleepin de =x heh. look so cuteee right?



charis me jolin shoes! all white! (:
hahaha.

i'm waiting for others to post so i can KOPE.
i nv take alot of pics lah.
phone cam sucks mah ):
yep.
so waitin lo no choice =/

extracted tooth ytd.
not as scary as i thot it wld be.
& i cld still eat!
hahahaa.
good thing.
i was super hungry cos didn't take lunch.
but nw th swollen feeling still thr lei. sian.
but at least thr's no more pain.
nxt wed.
braces!
hahaha..

ytd was cool lah.
thanks for th effort put in sec3s!
u ppl did GREATTTT xD

bye sec4s.
u guys were great.
really. (:
jiayou for everyth u do nxt time!
shipei jianle casper jingxin also.
must come backkk alright??
TJ & VJ ain't tht far.

hmm okay i'm ending. no more mood to post le.
sigh.
so many things ):
zzz.
duwan to tink also cnnt.
wadevr =/
bye.
near yet far. i'm sad.
Monday, December 17, 200710:22 AMupdate!update! err i just thank ppl lah. so lag right. zzz i know. [no particular order]

rachelyeo. rachelkoh. eugenia. huiting. jinghiang. jiahui. christina. cheryl. jinmin. brenda. tabitha. leongying. tingwei. shipei. jolin. xinyi. yingxuan. peiyun. elissa. chengjoo. vanessa. yujun. jinni. chowy. michelle. jemimah. huimin. anqi. renice. charis. yingjun. jiayun. marilyn. ada. jianle. weiloong. jaryl. casper. vinson. brandon. godwin. rizvan. xinlong. jonathan. panchuen. wenglok. christopher. joshualee.

hope i didn't miss out anyone's name yep.
so sorry if i did.

shittt. been so busy for th past whole week.
later dental appt.
then farewell.
tmr hafta pia homework alr.
time's running out for me.
):

chalet was funnnn tho.
sorry no pics yet renice.
no time to upload all yet =/
maybe tmr bah.
indian poker & barcadi+milo+rootbeer rocks o.O
it just made me feel like pukin =X
haha.
thanks for th 'cake' tho. [renice pan wenglok]
& th bbq food 17dollars i don't have to pay (: [loong]
tub with a candle. one for each of us (:
renice- so sry abt 18chefs ): we suck =/
th note u left us i take photo of it also leh heh.
indian poker rocks!
& jaryl th ahem is prettyyy!
& missionone is complete.
& fyi. i'm not sure wad is missiontwo.
don't ask! xD
jaryl & wenglok owe me $!!!!

carol prac on fri.
haha. cake on my face.
thanks tho. to u 3.
th rest like.. haha damn stupid lah.
th balloons damn cute too.
but i left them at charis's hse =/
or i'll look like some idiot takin them home lah!
thanks anw.

hmm carol performance ytd.
i looked so weird lah =/
zzz.
nvm. it was.. well.. quite okay?
i dunno.
screwed up a few songs tho.
hope tht it gets bettr nxt wk.
but marcus won't be arnd for our grp.
screwed.
thanks for th ppl who went to watchhhh!
lotone bukitpanjangplaza next!

ohyeah & shopping for th farewell stufff.
super last min lah.
shipei & me.
fareast.
tht day was so screwed.
2nd day better (:
got everyth alr!
but no shoes -.-
coudn't find anyth nice tho i combed th whole of tm/cs & fareast [kind of.]
yeah so forget it lo. i just go in my flats/pumps/wadevr u call it.
thanks sp.
i'm not using ur tht long necklace tho. i bought one (:

okay this is kinda my update on th whole week?
ehh wait. still got tues & wed i didn't say anyth. ahh wadevr.
tmr i post again bah.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN & JIANLE!

"lagging is an art." - so don't mind me if i lag in my posts.
haha! th quote is courtesy of JIAYUN!
ohwell. i guess this space right here is of no use anymore.
cos i don't know anyth anymore ): like wad rachel said. no more fairytale endings. they don't exist.
i miss u. wadevr. i know. i have to get over it. myself. fast. & i can accomplish tht. no more of those.
thankyou.

Wednesday, December 12, 20079:52 AMbroken. till unbroken. sorry arh so long nv update ):
no time..
really sorry.

i'll be busy till nxt tues or sth.
so my nxt post will most probably be then..

no birthday speech yet.
i'll thank ppl..

well & ytd was fun bah i guess.
haha audrey.
stamp stamp stamp!
then run to toilet run back again.
good luck to kahului & kodakona [?]
= kahukona.
yeah.
jiayous. sorry i can't make it.

i realise tht i'm actually late alr lah.
zzz. i'm too tired le.
no mood also..
sigh.

oh forget it. i don't want to tink anymore.
i'm too tired for all these.
can someone teach me how to keep awake?
i'm dozing off as long as nothin tht keeps my excitement up.
sigh. i'm late.
sorry.
sorry isn't of any use at all.
it doesn't help my heart at all.
pieces? why? maybe thr's this..
although i know tht it isn't of any use at all.
Friday, December 07, 20078:51 AM((((: haha yay thanks everybody.
i shall make my b'dae speech later okay?
or another time =/
hahahahahaaaa.

ytd was damn funny can.
i was being guai & READING CAO3FANG2ZI3,
when all of a sudden i heard noisy ppl outside my house.
i open door & thr they were.
standing thr!
haha.
thankyou jinmin cheryl jinghiang christina ♥
they bought me this bugsbunny & th pink waterbottle.
thanks alot girl ;D

but then aft tht jinmin had to chiong back for drama.
so i walk with her to mrt thr.

then when i come back we.. err. okay nvm.
we go see photos!
haha tab looked different!
couldn't recognise her at first leh (x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAHUI & HUIMIN TOOOOOOOO! ♥
yup takecares.
haha jiahui i'll see u soonnnnnn. real soon okay i don't care (x
don't go ur dhband chalet must come this chalettt!

haha err i'll thank ppl another time?
promise.
haha.
cos i scared i nw blurblur type leave ppl out =/
yup.
but i thank quite alot of ppl on blogs le! :D

takecare arh rachel. rmb, no scratching!
take real good care & u'll be better in no time~
so qiao lah we both tio chickenpox then miss camp except tht mine was like 2 yrs ago.
u're lucky & unlucky at th same time lah haha (x
some things tht u don't need to do good lah but nw cnnt go out ):
do HOMEWORK then (: [meaningful!]
hope u get well soonnnnnn! ♥
[apply loads of cream to curb th itch & drink lots of water!]
hmm. i don't know.
Wednesday, December 05, 200710:06 AM269! hmm lala.
went to do ezlink ytd & report library card & stuff =/
aft tht it was funnnn.
but i got nagged at aft i went home ):
paiseh no pics once again =X



th dinosaur damn cuteeee lah!
err its called. shittts i forgot th name le =X
oops haha. but when its small tht time its reallyyy cuteee.
& this movie tho th front not very nice but th end is super touchin & sad.
mm.

thanks jinmin.
once again (:
heh. i nv lie to youuuuuu..
cya soon anw. enjoy ur drama which u are havin nw as i am typing =X
i'm stickin sth over tht stupid/spastic/retarded thing.
;D

ahha later!
gna have more fun i hope?
on a LOW BUDGET tho.
no $$ alr.
still sad over th loss of my wallet ):

tmr's gna be so sian lah zzz.
sleep th whole day away or sth -.-

crap.
i just rmbed.
i forgot to call somebody ytd!
shittts.
omg if u read this i'm so sorryyyyyy! ):
really sorry.
if can i'll call u tnight bah yeah?
sorrysorrysorry.

ahh my post so boring -.-
gah wadevr. i also have nth interestin in my life =/
HAVE TO complete my written hw by nxt TUES.
or else. i'll regret it? haha maybe not.
i'll bring it out & ask others to help meeee! xP
dissapointed & sad more than anyth else i guess.
2moredays.i hope it means sth to you.
& wow-.- i really dunno wad to say.
Tuesday, December 04, 20079:07 AMi'm tired. hey.
paiseh nv update these few days, cos i nv use comp =X
yep.

hmm anqi was retarded ytd.
damn.
she came up with spastic lyrics -.-
okay nvm ask her to post haha.. or else she wun post again.

everybody's going overseas lah ):

`HUITING hongkong 1stdec. [yes, she's overseas again xP]
`RACHEL japan 2nddec. [DISNEYLAND!]
`YINGJUN china 3rddec. [err.. heh i dunno wad u can do in xiamen =X]
`BRENDA hongkong 3rddec [shopping!! xP]
`CHARIS thailand tday. [jiayous. no contact with th outside world for a week =/]

err.. some of them i dunno wad dates & all these lah haha wadevr.
bonvoyage ppl! altho most of u left alr =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENIA! (x
haha.

grr ytd was so stupid lah.
lost my wallet -.-
sian. so many things inside nw all gone le lah.
wtf =/
my mum gave me hell at first.
but aft tht it got better.

sigh forget it lah.
wadevr.
thanks jinmin (:
& i also wna thank alot of ppl.
but duwan to list all lah so mafan =X
20/7 lah, is not th other one, rmb?

mm okay i'm off.
to return to my bed to sleep somemore.
i realised tht i've woke up too early.
its only 9.14 nw =/

& i'm lookin forward to this thurs [if can lah], fri, nxt tues wed thurs fri!
i tried. i cried. i'm tired. i don't want to think anymore. it's too..

i don't know anyth nw.
& it was those little incidents tht made eveyth so wonderful
可是我还是有那小小心愿。