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ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Saturday, March 31, 20079:45 PM
i'm so sorraye if i didn't link u. pls leave a tag if so alrites?? thx loads. [i linked ppl in lyk less dan 5 mins, so mayb i missed out urs or sth yupp??]

7:16 PM
hahas 2dae quite fun luh. had lunch at HEI SUSHI wif charis nick cas n godwin. lols. got sum pics(:

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randon pics of cas nick n godwin. nick's eatin sth yupp. cas n godwin.. urm.. i duno. hahas(:

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket this is a pic i took of godwin takin a pic of nick. lols. i deleted de pics he took of mi n charis. he said i looked lyk a gourmet in one when i was eatin ramen. i was lyk lols wth.



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LOVE MI DEARIES N EVERYONE ELSE HU TOLD MI 2 CHEER UP(: LOVEYA ALL.

even others care more than u do. u jus simply walk away. i was asked if i ever thot of THAT. n i replied YES. i'm serious.

anw, 2dae was fun ayes. watched mr bean!!!(: hahas he damn spastic luh.. but got 1 part it gave mi a shock. suddenli got de dog bark. summore so loudly, i was lyk LOLS. scare mi lei. n *(shall not disclose name, jus in case) asked mi i okaye nots. hahas:D den de mr bean oso pour some disgustin disgustin RAW seafood into de woman's bag, over de fone summore. yuck. den he hurry leave when de woman abt 2 pick up a call.. lols.

bought lolly again 2dae. but nv take pic leRr. cos lazi mah(: yupps. i jus came home not long onli anws. hahas n im stil being damn considerate n everyth alrites fuck, i still bought it. was havin 2nd thots, but being de nice good person i am, i still bought it. haiz. wadeva. ate alot 2dae leis.[jelly,ice cream,lolly.. etc.] crap crap crap alot oso.. hahas(: cant get de ppg song outta mi head luh. lols. n hor, saw jemimah at library jus nw at 5+.. hahas. she din c us, n she was wif her fren luh yupp. zzz lols. ohhya, n i bought a new water bottle((:

u still dun care.
u're choosin de easiest route 2 escape
by walkin away.
u're realli takin mi 4 granted.
i shd jus be freed.
from all mi thots of u SIGHS. bored.
i shd learn from u
to not care abt it anymore
i shd not be so nice anymore
i bet u think i'm jus crappin here if u see this.
this proves that u jus dun care WANNA GO OUT AGAIN LYK
n u're takin mi 4 granted T'DAY!!!(((:
like wad i haf repeated so many tyms b4.
alrites.
i hope u think abt it.
but u wun read this here, i noe.SO FUN RITES,YA I NOE.COS IT WAS WIF MI!!
so i hope that u haf de initiative luh okayes.FUCK I NOE U WUN.

mm yupps, n thx *, 4 being dere 4 mi to urm, talk 2 loads n yupp, watch de movie wif n have fun wif, u're de best man!(: diaos rite, i noe. hahas if u read this muz tag hor, use [*] as ur name luh hAhas.. haiz. n hor, i still haven link ppl, i noe. so paiseh.=x

Friday, March 30, 200710:18 PM
omg. i jus hate mi lyf. it sucks.

8:47 PM
HEY(: dere's choir tmr again.

hmm isit mi? or mayb u're changin alot? i wanna go back 2 de beginnin, but u'll jus walk away. u dun realli care. fuck. u're takin mi 4 granted. fuck. i can tell. u jus wanna end it. or isit mi? i'm startin 2 get realli upset. fuck. tt's y mi performance 2dae sucked. realli sucked. i doubt tt it will get any bettr tmr. its startin 2 fall into pieces. wad m i to do? fuck. i feel lyk u dun care anymore.


yupp. hahas anw sundae's vin's b'dae. i may not b able 2 post, so,


HAPPAYE [EARLI] B'DAE TO MI DEAR KOR!!(:

mm. n most lykli tmr i'll b gg to watch mr bean wif nick!! ahhah. mayb buy a lolly again?? hahas. but its so sweet luh, ltr get diabetes. lols. ohhya, n eLang tt tym hor, when others were performin, we were dere lyk wad? eatin grapes?? lols. sweet sweet de lor(: our performance sucked luh but wadeva, its not lyk others rocked de world or anyth [hahas]. haiz. n chi lesson was so damn boring luh. is lyk she talk den every1 slpin slpin lo. zzz.
n 4 ur info, i waited at de pillar outside 1j's classroom. but u didn't come. i duno y. n nw u're blamin mi. fuck can. u ownself talkin 2 other ppl stil come blame mi? fuck fuck fuck[x100].

anw.. tis post was to take mi mind off stuff. yupp. n rites, sowie 4 not linkin ppl yet hor, paiseh cos i no tym.. yep..
i couldn't concentrate. mi mind was so.. i duno. i couldn't think properly. fuck. dere's no point. i doubt u care. its meaningless. since u dun care. fuckD:

loves to mi dearies <3

Tuesday, March 27, 20075:51 PM
wadeva.. lols t'day is lyk such a bad bad dae can. wth luh. ytd rites, tt ** sae she got *******, but den is lyk i nv c her go luh. i tink she siam liao lo. wtf. she scammed mi. once again. n she considers herself a fren. WTF. so t'day, instead of gg out wif hsin yin, who asked mi 2 go out wif her, i went bac wif an qi luh.. quite fun luh alrites. wadeva. but de fucking thing tt happened is rite. i jus fuckingly had a mood swing at a freakingly WRONG tym n it all came bac 2 mi. wtf. damn pissed nw luh. hu was de 1 hu always got pissed wif mi over small small lil things?? n i WAS ALWAYS DE 1 WHO APOLOGISED FIRST ALRITES. i dun agree tt im right, but u cant entirely blame mi 4 everyth de lo. every1's havin lots of pressure nw luh i tink.n i realli feel lyk quittin. jinni 2.(actualli tis morn was abt 2 tel em, but chowy pangsehed, so 4get it most lykli we'll tell on fri) but mi mummy seems reluctant. i duno.. haiz. BAD FUCKING DAE 2DAE IS.

Saturday, March 24, 20075:26 PM
hey. had choir 2dae yupps. lols sang everyone sang. haiz wadeva lols.. hahas went bK 4 lunch aft tt.. waited quite long 4 seats lei so sian de.. n hor, de rest went off aft lunch, n i helped vanessa buy de wallet 4 her fren cos she nt enough $$.. yupp. onli mi n nick left aft tt. we walk 4 veh long, den bl go buy lolly!! hahas

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket the bigger one's mine, i duno hw he eat so fast de, den summore we shared a bottle of sprite aftward, bound 2 get diabetes de.. hahas(:

we continued walkin lo, must hv walked tm n century 4 lyk 4/5 tyms lols.. den rite, we kip seein ah ppl lols.. CO, guitar wadeva.. nick was desperate 2 watch a movie, but total amt of $$ we hv was onli=less dan 2 bucks. damn pathetic rites!! lols. so mayb nxt sat we go watch or sth lo.. yupp(: i promised him quite a long tym ago leRr, haven fulfil yet..
wanted 2 buy pressis 4 tt dae de, but den cnnt find anyth nice leh.. yupp, so mayb nxt tues or sat den buy(:(nick sae if nxt sat buy he'll help mi bring it home, yeahs.)wah walk wif nick quite fun lei we talked lots:D n anw rites, we go home oso sian sian de.. good luck hor boi, 4 ur tuition, or soon-to-be tuition-cher meetin ltr..(:

sum random pics, wif a nice nice pic of mi + huiting!!!


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tt's huiting wif her chio chio face(:
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RACHEL C. she hor, so camera shy.. haiz):
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tis hsin yin rites!! push mi fone away at de last second when de photo was 2 b taken!! bleh D:

so.. hmms.. talk another tym bah, nth much 2 sae le, jus tt im veh happie 2dae!!(: cheers!!

thx. i thot it wouldn't b cleared. but nw it has. put de few wks of doubt fr mi n u behind us, n lets b lyk hw we had always been in de past alrites?? i hope u c tis.. but i guess mayb u wun. realli sorraye 4 wad has happened. n i didn't mean 4 it 2 happen also.. yupp.(:

Tuesday, March 20, 200711:38 AM
HEY. im at de com lab again. 4 art. lols. bored. jus surfing thru blogs luh..


hmm.. on fridae. we'll tell her. yupp. its confirmed(:

Haiz.. nw art stil hafta do de template thingys n all tt.. lols.. BORING. n i jus handed in mi art folio 2dae onli. so far it has been a real boring dae. gonna buy vin's pressie ltr, i expect. wif cheryl. hahs. she'll loan mi sum $$ if need b, cos i onli hv $26 nw. so byes. mrs hudd's approachin. D:

Saturday, March 17, 200710:18 PM
only hav tym for a short post 2dae up here. will load pics nxt tym(: has choir 2dae. fun can. was split in2 4 grps. i was in grp 3!!! (yay mi fav no.) leaders: grp 1- wensiu, 2-joel, 3-mr toh, 4-shawn chan.. hahas.. mi n charis r fated 2 be! we ended up in de same grp though de grps were picked by random (according to mr toh, he used a program to sort all of us out yupp. lols.)

so fun can. mr toh wanted us to hav volume volume volume. den he make us lie down on de floor n put a file/book on tummy n sing liddat leh!! so tiring can!! haiz. but aft tt we were quite good(: yeahs. but den he announced us as de losers of de dae lei sianz. cos we din do everyth he wanted us 2 do. lols.

went 2 simpang 4 lunch aft gettin a lift fr mr toh in his lancer hahas.. he changed car lo, nw de car lyk not so nice leh, last tym tt 1 nicer=D ate mee pok.. mm.. nice leh hahas. den aft tt went home lo.. haiz cant realli sae much anymore leRr cos i hafta get off de com. so byes(:

Thursday, March 15, 20076:28 PM
hmm 2dae was alrites bah.. hahas.. went to * hse n played wif his lil sis (abit onli, cos she was readin on n on n on sum quite retarded riddle book lols.)

den actualli was supposed 2 learn math, do geog. WADEVA. cos we didn't. hahas. * was quite _____ 2dae luh.. serious can.. haiyos.. dunno wad 2 do oso luh.. cnnt stop * de(:

hmm tmr doin homeec, n nw im actualli supposed 2 search 4 sum keema recipe (cos cas n riz changed de recipe), but i dun even noe wth isit luh can): yupp, n tmr im gg cas de hse 2 try out de recipe.. hope all goes well yepp :D it bettr go well luh anw.. zzz. yupp den oso muz fill in de ws n everyth rites?? haiz.

borin borin nite ahead. cos i cant touch de com anymore n im supposed 2 do hw (which i obviously wun do).. sighs. n * cnnt msg anymore lols. bao lyk crazi.. so......... yupps tt's abt it leRr, gotta find de recipe quick cos mi mum's buggin mi 2 get off de com liao. tra-la-las! ciaos.


Wednesday, March 14, 20077:32 PM
okayes. now i'm like [omg.do i even noe u 2??wads ur*prob.lols.n nw.. i duno luh. im confused.isit affectin mi?mayb.emo.]

nw. i duno luh. PEACE. let it remain. FOREVER.

had choir ytd.9.15 to 5. lols.went to sch wif chuin chi, cas n jesse.. de [*] incident happened. went 85 4 lunch. yupp. loves to de choco eggs!! everyone loves em!! den it was prac prac prac. but 4 de VERY FIRST TIME this yr, we actualli got to use de room for sectionals instead of de SOPS!(: lols.but de 2nd sectional dey used de room again. n rite, cos of de * her, had to sing wif sops once again although every1 was damn tired alr. it wasn't realli a prettaye scene cos at 1st we chose 2 ignore. her * voice was lyk wth?! can. chuin chi actualli said tt she looked lyk a flamingo.. hahas. haix overall it was still quite fun luh. but * had 2 kip lookin over n i saw kaes. I SAW TT. lols. haix those *** *** *******. nvm luh. i ranted enough abt * alr. wun tink abt em anymore. forever.
PEACE! :D

2dae was alrites i guess. din go 4 math lesson. stayed home(: ahhah. alrites. byes 4 nw. :D

7:19 PM
R.I.P
i noe im sayin tis abit 2 late but. wadeva.