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ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Thursday, June 28, 20077:19 PM=/
okay i can't use comp alr means no quotes!=x
sighs.
lol th quotes on chowy's blog are ohsochio can?xDD

6:44 PMREPLY TAGS.
lala i'll reply last few days th tags okay..((x
lazy to put date so just find ur name or sth kay?
paiseh aye..

last tag of 24th june-

[jinni]heh u forgot ah??? lol cya ard alrights. takecare!xD

25th june onwards-

[chengjoo] ILU too!!! hey haha:D

[nick]hey(: dun emo le alrights?;D

[anqi]lol anqi u're LAME yo(:

[shipei] lol& shipei's a retard(x

[jiayun] yea ponned class! but i ponned SEL which was super SLACK can?? D:

[rachel] haha yep(:

[shipei] ahhh cookies are yum! cya ard!<3

[chowy] FUNCTIONS!!! lalala we rock(:

[deb] xDDDDD

[chengjoo] ahh relax aye!!! nvm hope we change back to MRWEE soon yo!!!! keep ur fingers crossed!

[mei tui] ahh CUTE aye!!!(: *pinches cheeks*xDD cya tmr!

[jinmin]ya lo. so bad luh. change our most favouritest cher away=/ boo!!!)))x

[chermaine] missya! so long nv see u lei=/

[bunneh] will relink asap! haha!(:

[jinghiang]mr koh is a freakin damn asshole luh-.- duno hw to teach de lo. die le luh my math=/

[anqi] yes DUH!!! he dun teach us=us failing math D:

[chowy] functions yo!:D

[huiting] yoyo! talk to u ltr yo!<3 tmr cip lol.

[vinson] huh ur comp crashed Dx aww haiz.

[jiayun] aww cnnt do with him for th last time?! sighs.. nvm will have other opportunity bah! cya tmr then!<3

[rachel] haha yep!:D

[huiting] ILU too!<3

[deb] hahaha okay! i got a freakin boring math cher-.-


okay done le(:
lol sian leh tmr CIP.
i wun be at choir le lo yep..
we don't even know wad to do tmr=/
as in not sure luh..xPPP
nw i'm deceivin?=/
hmm i'm bored lol.
got hw luh but i dunno hw to complete also..
lala.
talked to my kor [vs] for th 1st time in AGES okay..
but only for awhile..D:
lol their band this sat handover..
hmm..
our choir handover le hor..
so fast..
other cca alot like this wk then handover or sth..
den jinghiang so damn unwilling to go CIP..
cos she'll miss her dance handover which seems very impt to her yep..
guitar also tmr handover yep..

lol random&boring post..
lala hope tmr will be more interestin?
it'll be my last duty with CHOWY!
D:
sighs..
hope life gets bettr?(x


lol. nw sayin me luh? zzz.

sunrise?sunset?
:D


6:31 PM=/
wth luh.
wad happened?
everyth also cnnt.
fine lo i duno luh..
D:
sighs.

my life's a freakin mess.

9:13 AM
lalaa
at comp lab nw lol.
supposed to do th survey.
but th person not here luh-.-
so tmr must come again.
tsk!
stupid MATH CHER SUCKS can.
he's a FREAKING ASSHOLE!
lol(:
its true alrights.
i wan mrwee back!!!!!
D:
heh.
i'm bored&sian&tired&sick now!):
sighs..

ytd went to ws with ht.
den we go eat den i take 17 home le.
b4 tht got syf showcase for upper sec asmbly.
lol..
chowy&me do canteen again.
so slack luh=x
haha.
but overall it was still quite okay luh
:D
last functions duty on fri tmr!!!Dx
aft tht i hafta do with some1 called clara..
who is she??
some sec1 whom i duno-.-
hw lol.
zzz.
nw hafta go do sth abt news de..
sian luh.
i duno hw to read=/
lol.

just nw my breakfast was potato(:
plus drink plus sweet.
den brandon so nice buy for me kinder bueno xD
heh thx yo!(:
lala okay luh i go do le luh okay!
D:
hafta go do le..
!FUNCTIONS<3



Tuesday, June 26, 20079:17 PMCRAP CHER
HEARD FR PPL FR 2A THT OUR NEW MATH CHER IS CRAP.
CRAPSHITTO.
WADTHHELL??
WE NEED MR WEE BACK!!!!
HE ROCKS LUH.
NO HIM=FAILURE IN MATH FOR ME!
WTH LUH.
haha me&chengjoo agitated until msn convo become all in caps de D:

5:42 PM♥FUNCTIONS!
yay koped fr jinni's blog(:








♥SEC TWO FUNCTIONS girls!!! [if only lihui was thr too..]









ahh zilianing at a mirror in metro(x








DOUGHNUTS! chio(:







CHAR&ME(X



CHAR eatin&lookin a lil spastic xD


!FUNCTIONS is LOVES xD












5:24 PMCRAP
i have so freakin much hw.
&sci ppt to chiong b4 tmr!!!
ah panic alert!!!~
lol.
die le luh WTH is commenalism&wadevr???
zzz.
haiz. paiseh i nv go tag at ppl de blogs much hor..
but continue taggin kaes??
if not ltr my blog will be DEADDDDD.
lol D:

tday had th 1st syf showcase.
ponned cd&math.
lol i still duno who th hell is math cher can=/
den wad luh sci&form cher ms farah, den hist is janet koh(:
she damn funni can, so sacarstic luh..
den aft sch went home with jinni&edison.
met shipeishuqinwillievictor at th platform.
in th end jinni decided not to eat-.-
so i followed shipei&shuqin take 28:D
b4 tht we went to subway.
shipei spon cookie xD
thx yo.
i had no $$ at all luh ):
den we all took 28 back lo..

until nw when i found out wad i had to do for sci ppt,
den i start to panic!!
wad th shyt??
crapcrapcrap..

time to go chiong alr, bye!

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so cute rights?:DDD
ahh i cant forget u though i'm supposed to(x

Sunday, June 24, 20078:52 PMschl tmr-.-
thr's schl tmr-.-
plus canteen duty for me.
&meetin yep..

good thing
can see every1 again.

bad thingSSS
need to wake up early.
need to go thru ohsoboring lessons again.
need to worry about mr wee being or not being our form cher not):
need to see if our new sci cher is a good thing happenin not.
.
.
.
&itgoeson..

see.
thr are so many more cons than pros-.-
sian luh.
hafta slp earlier tnight..
11?
cos if not tmr fall aslp in class=/

reply tags:

[huiting] heyyyyyyyyyyy dear!

[jinmin]lalalas back at u! cya tmr!(:

[anqi]lol u have weird cravings laogong(x

[deb]snr!! u nv come bac for rehersal aye? didn't see u..

[jinni]ZHUA LAO SHU! go pee go pee! i 4got th tune also!xD

[vinson]hey korxD

[bunneh]huh its 2 diff ppl ah? i thot is same person leh=x heh.

[rachel]realli mah?? haha cya ard(:

[ada]o.o yeah i keep thinkin he's in r&e duno why=/

[yingjun]yeah! haha lol cya ard dear(:

[vinson]-.- again ah u..)): slp luh!

[chowyy] isn't it a good thing?? lala okay wadevr cya tmr!

[meitui] meitui!!! haha i'll go ur blog more often nowadays(((:

[jinni] yeah& we have to follow her cos she sabo=/

[chermaine]hey!!!

[anqi] urm wad was tht for??o.o

[chengjoo]xDDDDDDDDDDD

[brenda]yup i'm so busy but its all over yay! cya tmr!xD

[jinmin]yeah its freakin sian-.-

[shipei]heyyyy u're back!(:

[huiting]yay u finished ur hw!((: cya tmr!

[t'bitha]haha cya!!:D

[anqi]yay cya tmr too!xD


hmm.
okay done(:
i'm lazy to type out th date hor paiseh..
yup but its only 3 days worth of tags so shld be quite easy to find ur name bah(:
thx for all th tags love!

hmm yeah i want to
REWIND BACK TO THE PAST.
BACK TO WHR IT ALL HADN'T HAPPENED.
it was so good back then(:
but maybe i still lessthanthree you xD

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th memories were GREAT (x
heh. mayb aft th results thing??..
i hope so. i want it to happen. like serious..

Saturday, June 23, 20077:53 PMend of my busy wk(x
lala
tday had choir then FUNCTIONS rehersal(:
lunched at 85 with chowy&met jinni&lihui xD
yep den went up to find out tht rehersal starts at 1.30 instead of 12.30-.-
lols.
den choirdanceed.
tht's th order.

hmm..
3 runs tday.
dance danced 3 times.
ed&choir perform onli 2 time..
haha.

then aft th rehersal quite late alr..
but still went to 85 for waffles with jinni&chowy, lihui left earli)x
yup.
85 spells highcalories.
met zhuting&bryan, so i went home with them lo,
since we all take same bus&alight same stop.
yep.
i nv realli elaborate my day luh, cos i rushing to do some stuff le,
but we talked alot. quite bah(x chowy, jinni!

thr's meeting on monday.
so saddddddddddd cnnt go out with HUITING!!! DD:
haiz..
another day bah? x(
aft meetin hafta go buy th present.
cos of chowy this sabo-er.
hahas:D

cya ppl.
functions get to pon one lesson on tues&wed:D
hope tht's its a ohsoboringggggggggg one! xD

♥F.U-NCTIONS
we rock.

11:48 AMat chowy's hse lol:D
yoyo ppl i'm at CHOWYYY's hse bloggin!!
lols okay i'm lame but wadevr(x
aha choir JUST ended ltr chowy done alr we go 85 eattttttttt!
:D
functions ltr.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeee
we nid to go liao!!

Friday, June 22, 20077:44 PM(:
lalas i'm bored..
shall call CHOWY ltr!<3

6:18 PMF-U-n-c-t-i-o-n-s!(:
lala functions ytd!!(x
had functions trainin..
tiring but FUN!
backstage is loves!<3
hahas!
cans&packets aimed into th hole!!
heh.
think its cleared le bah=/

syf showcase rehersal.
concertband.
co.
guitar.
ho.

hmm aft tht jiu shi functions trainin le lo.
wah seh move all those chairs.
just imagine.
12+18+19.
is for guitar.
plus right.
tht's th least one leh!
lol okay nvm(:
i guess is every batch also hafta go thru de bah..
chowy jinni lihui me
:D

then tday was th supposed AGM.
said to start at 12.30.
it started at ard 2.
lol!
heh.
den right.
see all th newcomers..
functions crazy de lo.
had this cheer.

F-U.
n-c-t-i-o-n-s, FUNCTIONS!

haha.
den see all th sec1s.. lala.
choir got 4 ppl get in.
kunmei shijia max&some chi scholar..
yep.
kunmei&shijia are in functions!!!
we wanted javier in functions, but he put at 2nd choice den go RnE.
yep.
in th end darren's in functions! xD
haha.

ohhya n th game.
zhua zhu lao shu zhua zhu lao shu!
:D
aha so cute luh!
esp th tune tht part yeah!
yep so tht's abt it..

CHOWY!!!:D
yep..
haha i'm random.
all th talkintalkintalk xD
let's do it again sometime yeah?<3

duwan find quote lazy le=x
but i shall reply tags!
these 2 daes de onli,
so if i got nv reply wad tags PAISEH=x [19th de=x]

20th june

[vinson] u liddat call earlier ah?? u arh..-.- SLEEP!(x
[chowy]boo!xD
[huiting] yep i've came&gone...............................(:
[anqi] lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa back at u!<3
[huiting] this dear girl over here is retarded. forgive her(x lala jk!<3
[rachel] o.o saw u at choir alr hor!((x ahaaaa..
[shipei] hey dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr<3


21st june

[vinson] ahhhh paiseh nv reply ur sms!!!)))x
[huiting]lalas sent! sadistic game aye!!! send CHENGJOO th hist for me also can??=x
[-SHIPEI-]yoyoyo have fun at th camp! u got in IP rights-.- boo. dun leave!!!!
[all of HUITING'S=x] lalala i spammed ur tag also hor!<3 :D
[anqi]lol not cheat luh see i reply here also!!!<3 cya tmr!
[chengjoo] sadist!!! lalaaaaaaa heh
[chowy] yeah it was FUN! with all th talkin&th aiming of cans+packets into th hole!!! lala tday was fun too xDD

hmmm DONE!
yay..
lols i'm lame luh-.-
o.o tmr got rehersal again.
just hoping tht it won't be tht tiring le bah?
yup.
boring post.
byebye!<3
lessthanthrees(:
still.

Thursday, June 21, 200710:36 AMsadistic game
my highest score is onli 295-.-
boo.
not even 300 D:
chengjoo&huiting get 400+&300+ respectively le:D
yeah.
go search nutbra on youtube(:
its damn FUNNI!<3
chowy jie4 shao4 de
:D

i still lessthanthree u(:
although i think i bettr not. it'll just cos me hurt D:

9:41 AM!
lala.
ytd went to HUITING'S hse with CHENGJOO.
supposedly to do science project(:
we ended up slackin like dno wad.
reached home 9+.
HT's dad fetch
:D
fun yup(:
but i ate soooooo much!
HT&me polished off all th chips-.-
2 cans.
&for me, alot of other foods too.
chengjoo ate loads too.
she finished her cotton candy when we reach ht's hse not long(x
hahas!
it was fun yo.
let's go again sometime!<3

hmm functions later.
it end latest 5??
wah..
i wan my slp xD
heh.
lovely.
go high with CHOWY.
perfect chance.
haven seen her for so long alr-.-
ever since report bk day.
cya ltr my dear!<3

&shipei's going camp.
till 24th.
have fun thr&tkcr(:
i'll call u!<3

hmm i shall end this post with a picture&a quote(:

What's teenage love? It's staying up late for each other & barely staying awake in class the next day. It's passing each other between classes & stopping to say Hi, but ending up running to your next class right before the bell rings. It's going to the mall, wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that's comfortable. It's watching a movie in the theaters with his arm slowly creeping onto your shoulders, & you resting your head in his arms. It's walking around at night, for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the stars. It's uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you're both willing to take, even if it means you'll have a broken heart. It's not yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation. It's teenage love, here to stay, here to play with our hearts & never to go away.
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teenage love?
aww.
it's just tugging at our heartstrings:D
&it means a broken heart..

Wednesday, June 20, 200710:05 AMo.o
/edited

my entire wk is like GONE.
even before i lived it.
ltr it'll be like WHAM.
&sch reopens-.-

tday: go HUITING'S hse do sci proj(:
tmr: go FUNCTIONS high or sth with CHOWY(:
fri: CHOIR+meeting right aft tht.
sat: CHOIR/FUNCTIONS.

yep.
looky here.
my whole wk's busted=/
lala~
nw i'm packing my table.
it's totally horrible cos its damn messy..
lol.


ytd during choir.
we were watchin phantom of the opera..
den thru this song quite beginnin bah.
when christine just met th phantom..
tht song..
shipei&me started laughin so much abt it.
cos th lyrics sounded so wrong=xxx
den when th phantom put his hands arnd christine.
th choir THEN started laughin..
lol(:
then we were th ones laughin like crazy b4 tht part.
all shipei's fault((((x
hahas.
it was retarded.
th phantom was EMO-CHI SAN3.
;D
then i think if th show rights,
all th singing change to talking,
we would have went home earlier.
because of all th singing,
th movie lasted for 2h++
lol.
hmm den aft tht went to buy fries..
waited for a freakin long time.
20 mins liddat-.-
wth luh.
waste our time.
too bad th bbq-fries stall nv open luh..
=/


hmm shld i go get a quote??
lala.




i have a best friend.i don't listen to my parents. i feel like no one understands me.i talk on the phone & go online,instead of doing homework.there's this one special person i'd die to be with.so yeahhhh, basically I'm a teenager.
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I`m finally realizing that you`re not so wonderful.. maybe you`re not my everything.. maybe you`re not my anything.. maybe, just maybe I don`t even need you):


i swear, you're the only one who has ever made me feel this way


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You're the reason I love losing sleep.


I know what it's like to be broken. I know what it's like to see something funny and not to laugh.


missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last.
or the amount of time since you've talked.
it's about that very moment when you're doing something,
and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you.


It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this...The moment you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy,that's love right there.


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Tell him I hate him. Tell him I've moved on.
Tell him I don’t think about him anymore,
but don't tell him I said this with tears in my eyes


Give me a reason to believe anymore; i need one


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well tht's abt it bah yeah..(;
hmm..
&istilllessthanthreeyou.
that'swhyifiseethtyou'rehappie,i'mhappie(:
ifyou'renot,i'mnottoo.

Tuesday, June 19, 20079:58 AM(:
hmm tday i feel okay!
lala ltr got choir..
lol. nw i watchin yugioh GX again.
finally.
:D
nv watch for a few days alr le=/
shall reply tags!

13th june.

[charis] ya luh ya luh okay!!!<3>
[ada]yea sure no prob yep girl!
[bel]heh yo!((x
[chowy]blur toot!!!<3>
[chengjoo]change bac le xDDD
[brenda]thx yo girl. cya ltr!<3

14th june.

[rachel]hey yea its okay! enjoy KL;D
[chowy]lol u also emo rights??? boo xDDD
[hilary]he doesn't know anyth?? hmm nvm bah dun do it again can le yeah?(:
[t'bitha]hey!!! cya on thurs alrights??((((x
[chermaine]hey! missya loads!!<3
[brandon]xP i still owe u ur b'dae pressie so paiseh..
[shipei]EMO-CHI! lala wadevr((:
[jinmin]thanks girl!<3

15th june.

[anqi]dun die my LAOGONG! hmm i see u're still alive(:
[ada]hey thx girl!(((:
[yingjun]finally updated hor!!!!<3333333333
[chermaine]ahh i miss u too[yet again!(:]
[huiting]nvm dear! this hols are overwhelmingly busy!!! D:

16th june.

[jenna]yo!
[chowy]21st&23rd ah girl..((: rmb le hor! loveya my dear<3
[shipei]my tagboard is not alive-.- less than 10 tags a dae)):
[jinmin]this skin cuter mah i think!!! lala:D

17th june.

[anqi]laogong ah.. u ah.. always got song stuck in ur head de-.- lala(:
[shipei]jiayous too(: no more emo kaes.. anws u see i this dae onli 2 tags. wth DDD:


18th june.

[yingjun]yo girl! who has finished their homework??? hahas(: cya ltr dear.
[chowy]lovequotes ROCK(x
[anqi]lala(:
[charis]xPPP cya ltr alrights!
[christina]i'll miss u no matter wad de! i this hols nv go out with u leh)))x
[vinson]lala hey kor!!! shld slp earlier luh u everydae slp so late de=/ heh xDD
[chowy]aww i love u!!! SLSR!<3

tday so far.

[huiting]lalas yoyoyo dear!<3


haiz look at my pathetic number of tags.
2 tags a day?!
gah. this blog's gna be dead soon???DDD:

hmm i'm not having any fun these days
[except for ytd]
zzz.
my life's a damn bore.
filled with piles of hw.
waiting for me to complete..
&&thr's so much more=/




i wouldn't change the past for anything.i wouldn't change the way i felt, the things i did,& what i said. i wouldn't change who i was or what you meant to me. the only thing i would change was the way you felt back



iF i DiE, Y0U CAN SELL MY 0RGANS. BUT i DON'T RECOMMEND THE HEART; iT'S BR0KEN
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SEE?
i enlarged it yo..(x
hmm i'm over it?i duno-.-
i'm not thinkin abt it anymore anws(:
get this straight:D
i don't want to turn bac anymore. not now. not anytime.
i guess i don't want anyone right now.
i'm indecisive D:

Monday, June 18, 200710:41 PM!chowy
this is totally dedicated to chowy,
CHEER UP OKAY(:
it totally sucks yeah..
but still thr's really no pt.
just a TOTAL waste of time.

SLSR!<3
we just need to love each other okay:D

7:30 PMno emo!<3 [till ltr!]
hmm..
in th mornin i felt emo&sian..
but aft going out with my kor..
lalas things changed.
u rock yo(:
tday was fun.
freezin cold at cathay!<3

finally caught up with him bah yep.
lala.
lovequotes are so damn chio!

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Immature love is wanting the other person to be happy only when they're with you.
Mature love is wanting the other person to be happy, period.


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What you want is for me to forget you. Don`t you understand that`s impossible for me to do? It`s all my fault. I let it get this way. I don`t want to hurt you, not another day. You know I never knew you could break your own heart. Well, now I know, cause I`ve ripped mine apart. I never meant for this to happen. I just didn`t know. I hope you know I Love You. Did I let it show? I never played any games. I`m not someone who`s fake. I know what I did was wrong. I know love`s not just for 'take'. I`m sorry for everything, everything I`ve ever done. I still hope there`s a chance that one day we`ll be one.
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Love is a puzzle.
You're frantically trying to put together the pieces to find the right ones that fit. The puzzle is made up of your family, your friends, the people around you that care about you. But there's always that one piece that's missing, and when you find that specific piece, you don't let it sit all by itself; you pair it off with its correct fit. And when those pieces fit together...it's an addition to a beautiful picture. But that doesn't mean failed attempts are pointless. Just because on the first attempt to fit the pieces together you don't get it right doesn't mean that you shouldn't try again. It's the pain that lets us appreciate how perfect the match is. If it wasn't for that pain, we would never understand what true love is. You might find the missing piece on the first try, or on the fifth, but either way, you've found it and that should be beautiful enough.


life can only be understood backwards,but it must be lived forwards.


just because I don`t wear black doesn`t mean i don`t hurt inside. i`ve been chewed up & spit out more times than I could remember. just because i don`t cut my wrists doesn`t mean i don`t want people to know how much hell i go through everyday. & how my fucking fairytale is no storybook life at all..


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you never know what you've lost until you stand in a room with that person not being able to call them yours..


& She says she doesn`t care , but the lookin her eyes, tells a completely different story.
this is so damnit true.


love is so much more then what they show in the fairy tales. it isn't like some romance novel where they meet and fall in love and they get married and live happily ever after, it doesn't work like that. it's so much harder. there are obstacles everywhere and you sometimes might even feel like giving up. but if you want it bad enough, and if it's supposed to happen, it will, and it will be the best feeling in the world. the real fairy tale ending is when you've been married for 70 years and you're sitting on your couch, watching your great-grandchilden grow and you realize, well, look at that, we really did make it.


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credits to:[(:]




this is all so chio&cool rights.
i know(:
&i still love u. period.

10:16 AMstill-screwed life.
hmm didn't blog ytd.
nth much happened bah.
i live a freakin sad life):

the quotes are cool yo.
go see chowy's blog.
damn chio+all th pics<3 i decided to go&take some quotes also(: LOVE_HURTS!<3

I still love him, and to hear the answer no, it hurts like butterflies with wings of razors.

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If I could go back, I would never told you those 3 words, because now, we can never be the same..

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Every day, another chance, another break, another loss.

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What we are, because all we do is look at each other, hopelessly, and weakly think about before.

Life comes with choices, and every choice, has a chance for a mistake, or worse, a heart break


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heartbreaks
no more.
i don't want anymore of that.




Saturday, June 16, 20074:04 PMSCREWED UP LIFE.
my life is so damn freakin screwed up.

EMO-CHIs. shipei!

my life is so damn good until right,
i dun even know wad is so damn good abt it.
i have three leg injuries in a row. like wtf???
&i lead a damn sad life.
i shall stop here.
i'm gettin damndamndamn emo):
i care abt u.
but u don't care.
hurt):

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Friday, June 15, 20072:24 PMshort post.
hahas onli shortshort post alrights,
cos ltr i hafta go out again, ard 4 bah..
&i just reach home not long onli D:
mm.
just nw lunched with shipei shuqing ada jianle.
at pizza hut again(:
&i freakin lost 10 bucks.
WOW.
2nd time alr can.
wtf luh.
haiz no choice luh i cnnt do anyth abt it alr=/


planetshakers ltr.
will it be fun?
jianle&brandon are excited abt it yeah..
they sae its gna be loads of fun;D
i'll trust them xD


lalas bye!
i'm off to bathe&sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Thursday, June 14, 200711:10 AMlalas~
choir tmr..
lols.
talking to shipei dear tnight!<3
hmm yu-gi-oh GX!(:
lalas.
PLANETSHAKERS tmr too!
meetin at like 5?
yup..xDD
cya ppl!
unforgettable memories?;D
i miss u..

Wednesday, June 13, 20079:33 PMloveatdolphinbay!
&i wish(:

ahh loveatdolphinbay soundtrack!♥
i still cnnt 4get..

3:16 PM(:
hey thr(:
had choir prac tday..

aft tht went to kfc for lunch.
ate my standard
:D
den talked alotalotalot,
&ada joined us (x
elissa was like stunstunstun by all th stuff,
which me&charis were feedin her with.
until she not much appetite by th time we bought our food.
lalas~

yeah &we realli said abt alotalot of stuff lo..
incldn blah&blah(:
lols.
den went toysrus.
hahas.
damn childish luh, i know.
but its fun can??
yeah..
ELMO.. charis!
elissa was quite urm..
diao-ed bah-.-
OHYA &my sole hurts DAMN ALOT.
i couldn't stand properly during choir-.-
pain like sh!t luh=/
yeah..
1st my ankle bone n nw this.
&th sole thing was because i stepped damn hard on th step th edge=/
pain luh! ))):
grr.
i wear shoe sometimes also cnnt walk properly. x0

hmm, leave it to fate?
not in tht sense?)x

Tuesday, June 12, 20074:16 PM<3. yup.
/edited

I guess what everyone wants more than anything else is to be loved.
(:

i finished ONE test on heymath.
2 more to go=/
algebra&dunowad.
sian.

rizvan's going bac to India,
until th 23rd..
yeah..
cos his grandfather passed away..):

you brought emotions alive again.
ah my feelings for u didn't end(:
is tht good??
hmm..
sometimes i just wonder.. thanks for th memories?

-crying is a good outlet. it's not a sign of weakness;
it's a sign tht u're in touch with ur emotions(:
be sad for five minutes &then pick urself up.

11:22 AM...boo.
hmm..
i'll do heymath ltr?
lols.
thx for all th tags ppl(:

thr's choir tmr. i'll see u again (x
wonder hw it'll be?

boredom galore.
lols.
affection touching across time (;

th hols are ending soon?
so fast luh.
i haven even went out to shop yet leh=/
lalas~

my ankle bone still hurts luh.
sian.

this post is full of random stuff.
wadevr i just think of,
i just type lo(:
aha..

hmm..
i miss u xP
i didn't reply ur sms.. it was like 2 daes ago??
i didn't know wad to repli..)x

Monday, June 11, 20079:35 AM120 posts. since feb-.-
i replied tags on tagboard since i was so bored-.-
mayb i shd do tht everyday or sth?
lols.
i'm supposed to be uploadin photos,
since i'm supposed to be doing th china proj ltr,
n i'm supposed to be meetin cheryl ltr at ws.

but why am i here slackin?
cos i woke up too damn earli.
9 leh!
wth? okay wadevr-.-
somemore i slpt quite late last night.
ard 12/1+?=/ i was thinkin abt u. once again.

hmm.
ytd i felt moody&emo&stuff.
random luh.
i didn't really know why also )x

&vinson,
we decide on a dae nxt wk can??
hahas i think i'll be damn free le!
:D

okay i go&upload th photos le luh,
if not ltr my grp cnnt get anyth done-.-
cherylclifftonrizvan(:

emo no more alrights? but i still think too much abt u.
esp u CHOWY!<3
i miss u. i'm sayin it like everyday.

Sunday, June 10, 20078:35 PMHOMEWORK TIME???=/
i shd go read my mockingbird bk nw-.-
cos i'm too bored le luh.
my mummy dun let me watch one litre of tears!!!
cos she says tht i watched too much ytd le )x
sighs.
nvm.

let's see..

1000wordessay.
history.
english.


i've only done all these.
pathetic yo ):
ah i miss u too much.
i wish u would tell me tht u miss me too ):
it's just me living my life D:

7:51 PM
HAPPY B'DAE MR WEE(:

2A LOVES U.

7:35 PMhmm??
hmm.

had hightea tday at some place called white rose cafe at some hotel..
lols.
th food not bad luh, cos got choco fondue(:
yeah.
still.. it was a boringboring dae but u gave me hope.

tmr gna do china proj..
meetin cheryl to buy some stuff 1st aft her guitar.
mayb it won't be so boring?

my ankle still hurts.
i'm limpin a lil.
D:

happy?
we'll see?
i want a confirmation lei..

Saturday, June 09, 200710:55 PM1 LITRE OF TEARS!
6!(:

`ASOU
`AYA
`AKO
`HIROKI
`RIKA
`GANMO

LOVELY SHOW.
it brought tears.. cos i thot of u.

9:10 PMIT HURTS
oww.
my ankle still hurts):
i thot it was just a lil injury.
turns out tht it hurts alot. like wad loving u does to me
hmm.

it nv once stopped.
i thot it did. but it did not.
i was deceiving myself. as usual.

8:20 PMRETARD-NESS
hmm..
i'm feeling retarded!
lols. i can't deceive myself anymore.
i'm random also.. i miss u!
yup.
hmm tmr's gna be another boring dae,
&btw..

HAPPIE B'DAE TO BRANDON(:
[he's at camp. lols]

ahh.. i'm feeling l-e-m-o-n without th 'l' & th 'n'.. sighs.
&its just emotions taking me over D:
i'm missing u too much.
is tht good?
tell me it is )x

6:26 PMi'm still at a loss Dx
had choir tday.
hmm.
it wasn't too bad. u're still upset right?
wadevr. i don't know wad to do.
i'm making positive comments cos i'm tryin to be positive 2wards life.
can i make it?

th jap show's quite okay.
it kills my boredom.
one ep is like 45mins.
i started just nw. nw at ep4..
lols.
its alot of crying. i've had enough of it(x
th actress is chio(:
&th plot's okay luh.

even if its just for th word 'fate', i still can't carry it.
don't ignore me like tht..

Friday, June 08, 20079:24 PMFINALLY REPLYIN TAGS!
repli tags.

3rd june.

[huiting]hmm okay my dear!

[ada]hey!

[chowy]my dear retard!! hahas. lets go out sometime alrights!<3

[shipei]no more emo!!!(:

[yingjun]hahaha wna flood arh nxt time i go flood urs;D

[anqi]hahas!((x

4th june

[shipei]hahas hmm np yo!<3

[anqi]okay laogong!<3

[chowy]dun emo le!<3

[jinmin]hahas okay! no more le!

[anqi]thx alot okay!

[brandon] yup mentioned u. ((:

[yingjun]okay nore more! i think(:

[christina]find one dae go out!! aha!

[brenda]thx! u too okay!

5th june.

[chengjoo] mayb we'll work tgt leh??? yep<3

[shipei]okayokay! loveya!<3

[huiting]nw den u know ah?? hahas cmi le=x jk.. okay. slpovers!;DDD

[brandon]u also enjoy ur camp kaes!;D

[chowy] who is milk huh??? lols(:

[jinmin]yay thx!<3

[ada]thx yo(:

[jinghiang]&i love u too okay!<3

[anqi] realli mah?? hahas. loves<3

6th june

[chengjoo]hey!

[chengjoo&huiting] heyhey!! hahas

[d oreeeen]hey doreen!! long time no c liao.. haiz yup(: missya loads okay!

[ada]hey! okay yup it was okay bah! cya tmr!

[shipei]u're more retarded!! aha!

[huiting] they helped alot. thx!<3

[anqi]wheeeeeeeeeee!

7th june

[chowy]thx my dear!<3

[jinmin]thx girl!!!

[huiting]i wna shop with u too!!!<3

[chengjoo]thx girl!<3

[huiting] i'm glad too(:

[chowy]chowy's in LURRVE..

[brenda]thx girl!! cya tmr!!<3

[yingjun] no promises!xP thx for th songs alrights!!<3

[tingwei] why u go malaysia!!=x hahas come back quick!

8th june

[anqi] hahas dun faint!!!

[leongying] aha! cheer up. nomore emo. u're happi nw!

[chowy]hahas of cos she's pretty!!(((x

[jianle] hahas u ah!! cya tmr!<3

[chengjoo] yup!

[jinni]why u so formal de?? hahas u ah.. lols tkcr too okay girl!<3

[chengjoo]relinked!

[anqi]okayokay. i think it sucks too((:


lols tags are done.. so lil rights )x
anws sorrie abt th short replies.. lols no time le luh.
my daddy dun let me use for long de..
yup so tht's done!
bye!

8:07 PMat a loss.. still deceiving??)x
choir tday..
(:
mayb life's not so bad aft all?? i'm still ain't tht sure.
but.. nvm. lols. sometimes i feel tht i'm deceivin myself..)x
i'm bored nw.
somebody give me sth to do!!!
besides homework-.- are u angry at me??))): i'm sorrie..

i'm at a loss. i'm realli sorrie. i hope u see this..

Thursday, June 07, 20077:49 PMCHIOBU ALERT<3

YMCA!! hahahahaha



yoyo ppl!! this my cuz..
CHIOBU!<3 color="#ffffff">i'm not regrettin it(: ur finally is so correct;DDD

a friendship ruined cos of this relationship.i find it not worth)))x

4:06 PMIT SURE TOOK A LONG TIME! xDDD
♥&i wished. no more.
its gone(x

i feel very okay. for nw.
lols.
it feels so good nw. will this feeling come to pass?
;D

nomorenomorenomorenomorenomore
nomore of that. emo feel.
i want to SHOP!!
hahas. random-ness is taking over me!!xDD

some ppl are just so fuckedup ;)

whoa, it took a damn long time
but still, yay!(x
it sure took very long.. yup.
but all i needed was time.
almost everyone thinks tht their life is screwed alright-.- not onli u okay.
i'm quite content nw. with nth in my life=/
lalas.
i feel so good tday. i no longer wish for a happy ending(:
hmm.. hahahahahahahahaha.
i'm going crazy! xDDD
aft tht conv, i thot it thru.i cried. for th last time.don't make me look back anymore.u always do tht-.- &it'll make me doubt myself again=/ i'm not thinkin abt it anymore. n u know sth, its like u always make me cry-.- nvm. just now was th last time i cared.i won't be wad i used to be anymore.u didn't appreciate it.u even turned back n blamed me. fuck luh.
cheryl is a blurtoot(:

3:36 PMsad life
hmm i changed skin(x

every1 seems to be out nw.. do proj, go out for fun, wadevr!
lols&i'm still stuck here at home. wadevr lo.
nobody tagged tday=/

haiz..
gettin emo again??
lols duno wth triggered it also..
zzz.
everyone out thr's happy. well almost i guess.
its only me wishing for my own happy ending.
thr's choir tmr.
again.
aft tht i'll be going out for lunch again.
&i'm veryseriously broke.
cos i wna buy brandon's n mr wee's [another] presents ;DD
i have nth more to sae.
i'll start gettin emo again ):

yup so cya ppl tmr
&i'll reply tags soon.

10:27 AMxP
okay i'm seriously damn bored..
nth to do.
nvm..
i'll get started on homework.
LATER!

okay. shrek3 was fine.
i onli rmbed th baby.
n hw shipei didn't laugh until.. [i shall not sae it. or she'll just kill me(x]

lalas duno wad to sae anymore!
my posts are gettin shorter n shorter-.-

Wednesday, June 06, 20077:34 AM
lols postin b4 choir-.-
i'm bored.
iwoke up too earli le.
7 jiu wake up alr lei=/
hahas.


cya choir ppl ltr.
n hope for th best.


suddenlyigotthemotionwhichididn'tneedbackagain.irealisedistillmissedyou.
d'youknowhowdifficultisitforme?uletgoofthingsmoreeasilythanme.
ireallijustcan'tdoitalrights.itoldmyselfican.
potentially.butinreality.
ican't.wadevr.
thr'snoptsayinallofthese.cosudungiveafreakindamnanymore-.-
andistillhavetoseeyoultr.i..
can'ttakeitanymore.ihavetoseeyousomanytimes.
wheneverithinkofthat.igetmyemotionsback.
that'swhyi'mgettinthemotionwhichididn'tneedthmost.

Tuesday, June 05, 20078:39 PMTOTAL GIRL ADDICT!
hahas.
i'm talkin to SHIPEI currently..
she sae got this friendster guy from friendster rights.





SO DAMN ADDICTED TO GIRLS.





his profile sae right.

he wants to meet girls.

small girls.

&tall girls.

&skinny girls.

&fat girls.

&girls with long hair.

&girls with short hair.

&girls with specs.

&girls without specs.

&girls to hang out with.

&girls who wna stay at home.

&girls who i enjoy going out with.

&girls who slack.

&girls who are geeks.

&girls who are pretty.

&girls who are not so pretty.

&girls who are emo

&girls who are happie.

&girls who are nice smelling.

&girls who are not so nice smelling.

&girls with pecs.

&girls withouts pecs.

&girls who are retarded like shipei.

&girls who are not retarded like me(:

&girls who like to sms.

&girls who don't like to sms.

&girls who like to sms.

&girls who like to shit.

&girls who don't like to shit.

&girls who like to crap.

&girls who don't like to crap.

&girls who like porn.

&girls who dun like porn.

&girls who are flirts.

&girls who are not flirts.

&

&

&

th list goes on...





some of it was conjured up by shipei n me (x shipei was laughin alot;DDD


hahas its RETARDED. i know.
but we were too damn bored alr(:

n HUITING.
I LOVE U FOR TELLIN ME ALL THOSE JOKES! SO FUNNI LUH!<3


3:42 PM
hey here for a shortshort post alrights.
i'm postin for th sake of postin=/
yup.


i'm glad tht those who are emo are cheerin up [i think]
n i have nth to look 4ward to-.-
thr's choir tmr.
lols. ihaftaseethtfaceagainit'lljustmakemeupsetonceagain=/
mayb i can look 4ward to th time aft choir?(:


hey all my dears who tagged, i love u ppl too<3 but for nw, i have no more emotions.
i don't feel anyth anymore.
so yep. no more emo(:
but also not much happiness either.



nomoreemotions.
i'mjustablanksoul.

Monday, June 04, 20076:43 PM
zzz. 4th post of th dae.
hw bored can i get?-.-
wadevr.
HAIZ in bigbig caps.
th's all i can sae.
i'm not realli lookin 4ward to choir on wed.
duno why also=/
mayb this feelin will pass by tmr?



&all my lovelys,
pls cheer up.

4:58 PM
hmmm i'm superduper bored right nw..
wad can i do??
lols ;(
i haven call SHIPEI yet..
but tht's cos my mummy's using th hse phone-.-
so i cnnt call yet..
mayb i'll call her ltr at night..
i hope she sees this, cos i need to save on my sms alr ))x
paiseh!



not much of th emo mood alr luh, tht's good yup;D
i hope everyone's feelin fine yo..
CHOWY, dun get emo cos of me okay!!! i'm not worth it.
i love u my dear!!<3 color="#663333" size="2">i'll start on all th thinkin again..
zzz.
nomoreemonomoreemonomoreemo!!! (x
i'm random-ing okay..
i'm wishin for eternal happiness in this world.. for i don't wna be unhappy anymore

nomoresadness. i don't want it.
nomoredepression. i've had enough of it.
nomorecryin. my tears have run dry.
nomoreheartbreaks. i don't need another one.




hmmm oh yep,
n BRANDON,
u want me to mention u in my post right, well here goes(:
thx for crappin&chattin with me when i was emo..
well u made me feel bettr, thx alot.
looks like our ambitions are similar aye?;D



s club 7 say goodbye..
who rmbs this song??
its real old alr, since like p4 p5 i know alr-.-
but its still very th nice okay(:
yup..
th lyrics are meaningful..


i still can't forget.
maybe tht's why.



i cry&cry till my tears run dry.
but nobody gives a damn. especially you.


10:39 AM
well.. everyth's pretty much affectin me nw..
yup..
dun wan to feel emo also cnnt-.-
haiz..
but still..
i seriously have to stay happie&smile *smiles*
everyth's addin up..
i want my phone back! ;(




zzz..
mayb slpin forever sounds like a better solution than continuing with my life..
i wish..
nvm.
it'll nv come true..




i just wna disappear..
th world would be happier..
oh fuck. i'm not supposed to be emo!!!
gah.
but ohcrappycrappycrap..
i'm feelin damn bad nw luh..
n i doubt any1 can help me..
wadevr.
i cant even help myself..

i have this small lil wish.. tht we could get back tgt again..
& i want it to happen.. but i dunno hw it could be so..

ahh shipei dear, lets emo tgt!

9:05 AM
hmm didn't blog ytd..
becos of my mum luh-.- wadevr.
den right, nw she take my fone duwan return me..
so if i nv reply smses, i'm real sorrie okay ppl..
yup..



n i wna dedicate this post to SHIPEI..
well, sort of((x



CHEER UP MY DEAR SHIPEI!!!


ah thr's no pt gettin sad over it alrights, like wad i've just said to u..
yepp. i hope u cheer up okay..
rmb tht thr are friends here for u..
n like u've said so urself, th ppl in th SMALLSMALL hse care,
so we'll stand by u de okay(:
hmmm wad i've typed sounds very funny, but wadevr bah ;DD




it no more emosh!t for me alr.
i'm tryin my best (x
...

Saturday, June 02, 200710:32 PM
ohhya n tday's rachel yeo's b'day..



HAPPIE B'DAE RACHEL(:



fine.. i'm seriously too bored le luh alrites.. hahas(:
-.-
okay..
i still wanna eat..
zzz.
i miss th xiaolongbao in china.
& i got sudden craving for harkow.
& randomness is takin over me..
ahh~
lols.
wna go out to shop nw.. though its like,
comin 11?
lols still quite earli luh rite..
i shall repli tags???;DDD


from 21st may: [i'm to lazi to type all th dates.. cos anw for th period when i was in china thr were uber lil tags-.-]

Jocelyn: hello:D i am your primary school friend(:
hahas i know luh!<3

ada`: ALVINA! haha. maybe this tag came a lil late, but tkcr for th china trip anw alright. HAVE FUN. loveloves <3
no luh.. i saw ur tag b4 i left. loves!<3

anqi: my taggin spree shall begin now!! wakakaa i'll miss u and love u loads!!
-.-of cos u'll miss me my laogong!!<33

tingwei: cya l8 and how come suddenly pan chuen tag?? i saw joce tag on renice too...
hahas cos he come my blog alot times nv tag lor den still tell me-.- so i tell him to tag!

brenda: hey gal!! cya ltr!! hahaz... ard 3 plus more hrs... =D
yup.. n th trip's over! ;(

-SHIPEI-: have fun in NANJING! lol. jiayous and buy more stuff! ;D u need to okay! buy present for meeee. enjoy urself<3
hahas yup i haven give u yet-.-

HUITING: omg!im gna lyk see ya in 1 1/2 hr time! ah! xDD cya at airport darlin;DD
cya my dear!<3

jinmin`: im gonna miss you so much too ya? loves you=p
i missed u too!<3

bk: haha, ok lah...taggy here....donno wad to tag liao...
aha.. nvm luh(:

anqi: tagatag
replyareply(:

anqi: hey! sians y do i feel lyk i'm talkin to myself? >.<
hahas.. cos i was missin u in china!<3

chowy: ALVINA LOVES! (: SLSR is LOVE! <3
duh! u love me alot.i know. i love u alot too!<33

anqi: me again!!!! miss u loads!!!
hahas.. i missed u alot too..

RACHEL(:: hey! pls re-link! thnx(:
hmm okay(: asap bah.

Marilyn: Hi Alvina.Marilyn here.Incase you forgot who i was. I was in ur OG grp. =) okay. can you link me please? Thanks !
asap also!(:

anqi: faster come back from china lehx =.=
hahas. i'm back alr mah(:

t 'bitha: china! ha hey yo!
hahas!;D hey tab!!!<3

anqi: FASTER COME BACK lalalala~
come back liao luh.;DD

-SHIPEI-: retard yo! here's a tag frm shanghaiiii ;DD hope you're having fun aye<33
eeyer so good luh u all got comp!!!;(((

anqi: yay!!!!! u're finally coming back today!! lovesloves!! <3<3
hahas(:

jinmin`: hahas four more hours.. guess u must be on the plane now.. missed ya(:
missya too<3

chermaine: are u back already lovely? "D
yup. cya in choir pracs!<3

pEiyun: ehhh. whr's de shuai ge eu promised mii on ur skin?
hahas paiseh. haven find nicenice skin yet D:

HUITING: HEY GIRL!<333333333>
yup. u did rite obviously!;DD

anqi: nobody cares hur... yeah ryt i talkin to u can
hmm..

brenda: hello!! how was e trip?? cheer up(:
thx yo! th trip rocks!!

anqi: wheeeee~
wheeeeeeeeeee~~~~
JiNgHiAnG-: yoyoyo! Miss the translucent toilet doors in china. =)
JiNgHiAnG-: loves. Must miss me ok?!
okay.. i miss u loads. lets go out sometime alrite(:

anqi: miss u?! miss me more!! haha no la jkjk (:
... hahas u arh..<3

-SHIPEI-: yo! dont the same stuff happen to us all the time?especially in china! xDD alvina is soooo nt fun can ;DD haha cya tml girl<3
mm.. tht's why we are good frens!!!<33

HUITIING: HEYHEY. long time to tag): WHY U SO SAD HUH. must cheerup! not worth being sad over that person. kays? loveya!<333
haiz try lo! loveya loads too!!!<3333

chowy: cheer up alvina , SLSR! (: CHOWY LOVES YOU!
SLSR!!! ahh~ my slipper!! u haven return me yet!!!<3

Christina: heyhey i got new blog lurhhs.. coz too free mahh.. HE did cum to fetch u leh.. very gan dong bahh.. hahas.. luv ya.. muz jiayouz k?? show mr wee his results =P
hmm.. no comment luh-.-

anqi: yo!! alvina i love you!
i love u too anqi!

jinmin`: dont be emo emo de u look so chio when u smile(:
hahas try bah!! loveya loads!!<33

Chengjoo: HEY HEY HEY HEY GIRL! IT WAS FUN SHOPPING WITH YOUUUUUUUUUU(:
yay man lets go another time!<33

anqi: and hey. yr blog is highlightable again (:
hmm. it was liddat long ago luh girl!!

anqi: tho i still cnt do th font size thingy
anqi: urgh
...-.-"
chowy: DUN EMOOOOOOO<3
okay. try(:

anqi: wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~
Chengjoo: i like your song but it sounds so depressing.
hahas(: but nice rights!<3

pEiyun: was here:) and i agree wib chengjoo. ur song is NICE bt it sounds a wee bit sad>.<
hmm yep!<3

brenda: i came again!!=)
whoots! hiii!!!!!!!<3

-SHIPEI-: hello i care okay. WE CARE. the ppl in the smallsmall hse care:D so DUN EMO! *slaps alvina* ((x
hahas.. lets go to tht smallsmall hse again sometime!!<3>

anqi: heloooo alvinanananana!!! i love u!! (:
i love u too anqi!!!<333333333333333333

chowy: DUN EMO *slapslapslapslapslap* SLSR OKAYE:D go read tzzzy blog for laughter
chowy: coz his post is damn.. *coughs*coughs* ineresting
slapslapslapslap. my slipper nerh?? hahas okay nvm.. i nv read his blog luh.. no time liao. my parents dun let me use th comp le-.-



okay done!!! hahahahas...

8:58 PM
had choir tday.

elections.


grats to our 2 new presidents(:
KAYAT&MEIXUAN!;D


okay lols i'm bored tht's why-.-
anw congrats to every1 who got in exco n musicco alrites..
yep..


ohhya tday's lunch..
i miss kfc so much when i was in china!(:
finally got to eat my popcorn chicken meal upsized to cheese fries AGAIN!!;DD
hahas..
n we took neos..
CHARIS faster blog hor u so i can go kope ur pics!!!
hahas..
i looked kinda spastic bah..


i ate damn alot tday luh duno why.. keep havin this empty feelin in me. because of u.
yup.. no matter wad i say, i know i can't let go-.-
boringboring dae it was actualli.. without u like always.
haiz. n i was still thinkin abt u..



sian post once again. posted by th sian me who's livin a sian life-.-
paiseh hor ppl i haven repli my tags for duno hw mani daes alr-.-
haiz..
no mood bah..
zzz..
i rather go n slp nw.
ppl are not replyin my smses!!!
ah wadevr.
no1 cares mah..=/

Friday, June 01, 20076:14 PM
like wadevr-.-



tday i'm too freakin emo to post alrights..
except for th fact tht i went to this super SMALL house..
so SMALL tht it needs a LIFT in it..
hahas yeah..
it was quite fun bah.. [with all th maple n audi addicts(:]
but its kinda too SMALL le bah..
with all th SMALLSMALL tvs everywhr=/
okay fine (x



ahh~
fine. i'm gettin back my emoemo mood-.-
haiz..
i shall stop this post nw.
i hafta go to choir tmr lei..
although i'm still tired.
dunno why also..





i know u think tht way, but i'll still love u like always.