ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Friday, July 27, 20078:45 PMnocomment.. hey.
choir tday.
hmmm okay some things were said bah,
&i tink its all quite true..

okay fine..
hmmm napfa tday.
lalaaa still haven take jump yet.
if u see hw pathetic my jump is,
u wld know why i strongly am against it =xxx
hahahahaha.

nth much happened luh,
christina nv come tday cos got sore eyes o.0
lol.

tmr choir starts at 8.
so early right..
cnnt slp le!DDDD:
sighs.

i'm messed up to the max,
just because of you..

okay luh i duno wad to say alr=x byebye!(:

Wednesday, July 25, 200710:06 PM haiz i'm sad D:
that u're really leaving..
7:48 PM:D okay long time no post.
shall post pics to make up for it okay(:



ME&CHOWY!



as th pics says.. BRYAN CHOWY ME.



okay i don't know wad we were doing..=x



BARS! we're in jail xPP



aww!! sweet love declaration from chowy to lihui!!!:D



CHOWY ME TABITHA!(:



spastic CHAR&CHOWY&normalME xPP



CHOWY&ME AGAIN(:
[loads of our zilians, but i'm not postin all]



presents! given to guest prefects(: chio right?



SHADOW PIC! OF TH THREE OF US CHAR CHOWY ME AGAIN!



CHOWY&ME, again<3 color="#ff0000">jiayun i hope u see this,
cos i cant get to ur tagboard!D:

&chowy, yeah same views yup..:D
hmmm enjoy harry potter okay?

th last few days were a blur,
they all passed so fast.
investiture's over,
so i guess th pace of life's slowing down again?[i hope]
sighs.
i hope u know. that i care.
but seeing th way u're actin.
i guess u don't.
haiz):

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
Til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping
And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon
So that they could die..

hmmm(:
chio song.
haha.

tday was..
well..
cheerup luh okay..): i love u
yeah&seriously i meant wad i said..
i hate th way things are turning out..

haiz no mood le so yup,
post another day bah.
bye.
Saturday, July 21, 20079:06 PMreply taaaaags reply tags(:
sorry but i don't tink i can reply all th tags fr dunowhen until nw..
so onli ytd's n tday's..
yup sorry!D:

[brenda] haha yep! in comp lab slackin!:D
[chengjoo] heya!
[anqi] xP ya luh u hav lo learn so fast(:
[jinmin] lalas~
[mrs hudd] o.0 are u really her?? hahahaha!
[jinghiang] loveya too my dear(:
[shipei] i miss u too!
[ada] yup! go investiture mah!(: cya ard?
[chowy] my blister still hurts like hell! haha! their 'performance' damn nice hor? haha vs guys suck=xx
[vinson] xP nv post dunnid tag luh huh?? don't fren u=x
[sheryl]heya! nv give me linkk-.- haha nvm linked!:D
[jinmin] hey thr girl!(:
[huiting] okayokay.. go out someday? life sucks D:
[vinson] xP nvm de luh.. haha. i also nv ask them read is they ownself wna read mah =xxx
[anqi] uruhm! are u too bored my dear?(x

okay tht's all..
i've not replied tags for a long long time le haha.
so it seems like alot suddenly =x
haha i put all th colours(:

hmm.
i'm damn bored.
cos suddenly i didn't feel like readin
dunno why also luh..
sianded.

tinkin abt stuff.
still.
when is this gna end? i know it won't be soon,
tht's for certain):
sighs.
i need sth to get my mind off things.
but wad?
i hate living this kinda life)x
5:54 PMharry potter! lol.

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS(:

so far i read abit onli.
spoilers spoilers!
stupid chowy,
tell me dumbledore didn't die..
den damn wad luh madeye moody die=x
plus alot alot more stuff luh haha!
like how george's ear thr got hole =O

jiayun&me.
went to get our books fr times(:
den chowy immediately go thr grab one bk&read-.-
lol she flipped to th back pages luh.
hmm..
snape's th new headmaster anw
den duno wad happened i also duno yet lo..
lala i shall continue reading ltr yup!xD

just nw sorta had sec1 sec2 functions lunch at long john?
but some ppl not thr leh so sad luh D:
CHEERUP OKAY ZHUTING:D
SMILES!
WE <3 FUNCTIONS!

yeah.
th formation's done luh yep but right,
not enough chairs,
so ppl fr lower sec block.
HAVE TO BRING THEIR OWN CHAIRS TO HALL ON TUES ASMBLY OKAY.
yeah.

ohhya ytd th tkgs invest. right.
wah seh those 4 idiots fr vs right..
grr.
despos-.-
okay its damn wadevr..

hey thr delilah!<3
chio song yo(:
i'll really miss u D:
but i guess thr's no choice..
lala~
i shall do th dnt hw seeing tht i'm so good!
heh(:
ltr bah anws!

i wish u wouldn't go.

Friday, July 20, 20078:10 AM lala
ltr ponponpon lessons!!! hahaha
go tkgs investiture with CHOWY!!!
yayay!~
yup but i'll skip napfa xPPP
heh.
last few days were quite fun.

abt ytd.
invest. rehersal yup(:
den aft tht.
supposed to go tm da pao dinner at macs,
den pei charrr go buy her snr's contact lens..
end up leh,
saw yunxuan&jasmine.
sat down&talked to them.
end up talktalktalk until right,
9+ den go home.
go home tio kp-ed luh wth..))):
sighs nvm bah, at least it was fun talkin xDD

den still got..
hmm i didn't update abt tht day luh haha,
th day anqi christina&lynette went to learn roller bladin at cheryl's hse.
haha.
christina fell down quite alot =x
heh.
den anqi th balance very good leh she got natural talent(:
yup.
it was fun luh yup..

shipei! D:

well,
i guess some things can't be controlled..
sighs.
how i wish..Dx
i don't know.
&haven't confirmed it too,
Sunday, July 15, 20072:42 PMi'll do it. i'll try to wait.

yup.
no matter how long it takes.
i can make it(:

investiture rehersal&usherin ytd.
did traffic.
den had breakfast at macs(:
nth much to say le wan find out more go to chowy's/lihui's/jinni's blog bah
:D
lihui runs like th wind!
Friday, July 13, 20078:20 AM heyo so long nv update le lo hahahaha.
hmm these few days all very sian luh, except ytd i went to watch harry potter.
zzz.
it was OHSODAMNDAMNBORING.
totally SUCKS LUH.
they cut away so many parts.
wah ridiculous can.
all talktalktalk only-.-
sighs wadevr bah.
lala~

sighs i guess ytd alot of things happened really quickly bah.
i can't really rmb le.
haiz.
in class..
yup.

(:
i shall smile.
i don't really wna care abt it le, though i still..
since.. haiz.
nvm bah.

sorry for not updating too much le arh ppl..
yup(:
&tags hav dropped damn significantly..
haiz D:

i just wna smile..
can u make it come true?)x
Monday, July 09, 20078:43 PM (:
hw time!:D
i love talkin to u<3
Saturday, July 07, 20077:04 PM mayb?

i hope u'll cheer up okay..
don't emo le luh..
yup..

3:22 PM<3? or otherwise? okay wadevr..

Thursday, July 05, 20078:15 PMno comments can. /edited

lol sighs.
tday th test cmi.
i duwan say alr.

onli want to say tht eatin with huiting is ohsofunny can.
we over thr laughlaughlaugh.
funny yo(:
haha all th stuff are so..
hehehehe xDDDDD

haiz i duno luh.
i can't do anyth nw le=/

my life just totally rocks luh hor-.-
...
tmr thr's choir i suppose?..
...
moodswings.
...
i hate all these=/


-so loud yo=x
me&mymesseduplife.
Tuesday, July 03, 20077:26 PM:D AWW THIS IS SO SAD MAN.
Monday, July 02, 20079:58 AMxD its a wonder tht you could make me happy so easily,
like how u can make me upset too.
just a simple conversation like ytd's,
&i felt tht my world somehow mended itself.
wow
:D
somehow it is magical?
ladeedaaaaa~
lol.

anw sorry abt ytd's screwed post,
i've deleted it fr my blog(:
i don't want my happy ending anymore, not until u can give it to me.

You leave me hanging on the line. Every time you change your mind.

With him I'm clinging to what might have been
and not what really was.

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

The longest period of time, is waiting for something or someone you truly want.

Sunday, July 01, 200710:08 PMCHIOPICS(:

7:14 PM(:


hey look here! its us FUNCTIONS!<3
had functions ytd&zilian-ed aft tht.
den went tm with jinni&tzzy&charr.
end up left jinni&me [as usual]
went kfc to eat th whipped potato.
jinni koped half-.-
haha xDD
lol functions was tiring..
10 lvls!
heh.
th heart shaped formation was cool yo.
&th KILLER FORMATION.
it was damn difficult:D
heh.
no luh it was okay(x
go see th rest their blogs for more details,
i'm to lazy to type it all out xPPP


now its time for th pics!!!<3
so chio:D





this is th retarded&spastic&dumb jinni(:
she cnnt climb over.
jk xDD




lookylooky!
its suppoed to be emo okay..
but i was tryin hard not to laugh!!! haha(:
i bet tht chowy also lo xPP


guess who jinni's kissing?:D




CHAR ME CHOWY,
no edits, cos i can't=/


ME&CHOWY<3

SECTWOFUNCTIONSGIRLS<3

haha jiayun so funny tryin to drink both drinks at one time!

lala cute!xDD

GIRL POWER<3

ohhya.

we're going night safari nxt fri aye???
with th UK ppl!!

best of all,

its FOC&we 6 funcsectwogirls are all going!!!(:

wheeeee!

heh.

lala i shall reply tags nw.

fr last few of 28th june..

[brenda] i miss mr weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

[anqi] huh ham?

[shipei]lala thx dear<3

[chowy]hello.. no bikini beach for last duty aye? DDDD:

[jianle] hey!(:

[jinni] hey thr dear!xD

[huiting] aww..&nw u're at genting!):

[vinson] lala u arh!(x

[jiayun]o.o haha nvm have chance during functions bah? jiayous thr dear<3

[jinghiang] lol u arh-.- U GOOD LO.D: haha cya on tues alrights<3

[chowy] aww.. haiz nvm i'll lend u during functions luh dear(:

[anqi] haha(:

[jinmin](: lalalalalala!

[vinson] haha kay good:D

[rachel] hey thr girl!(:

[jinni] honoured luh(: heh loveya too xD

[chengjoo] heyyyyyyyyyyy(:

[chowy] ya lo i so long nv touch comp le so guai right?=x




okay tht's all for my tags D:
it decreased so much luh=/
haiz.. nvm bah..
lala~


i so long nv use comp leh.. 3daes..
haha.
but i still haven do any hw yet-.-
die le luh tmr still going out somemore=x
:D



mayb my life isn't so bad aft all?
aft i leave out all th assholes who are ruinin my life.. yeah.
i shall talk to some1 abt it.

hmm although..

shd i? D:

i want my happy ending.

itssodamnwthokay.whycanttheyjustleavemealone??zzz.iwantmyoldlifeback..whyhavethingsbecomesocomplicated?ijustwantsimplelove.canyougivemetht?