ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Friday, August 31, 20075:26 PM=/ if my heart has a face, it'll be cryin
):
will u ever make me happy?
-i wish.
4:46 PM(: heyy ppl(: haha.
just nw sooooo pissed off cos tio chased out by security guard-o-
oo tht sucks luh!
grr..
didn't even talk to mrs chan,
only dailaoshi..

yay anw ltr going out for dinner with renice pan jaryl wenglok loong bah heh..
den watchin movie also o.0
no $$ liao le DDD:
but then becos i very long nv see them le, [exception of renice]
so my mummy let me go *smiles*

lala~
i shall try to live a happy life!
i'm like back home so early tht i tink every1 else is out..
hmmm..

its been a long time..
since..
& nw..
ahh i also dunno wad i wna say luh crap-.-
&U, don't so sad okay?(:

Thursday, August 30, 20079:36 PMacceptance isn't bliss. i'm not too happy.
about some things.
i wonder why aye?
i realised tht acceptance isn't bliss..
sighs..):
why am i thinkin abt all these?D:
i guess i cnnt forget things too easily..
grr.
this post so emo.
i don't like it.
haiz nvm bah..
i guess i'll just draw two dots & a damn smile,
& carry on living my pathetic life.

i don't like IT.
9:25 PM hey ppl i created new test cos th previous one got prob yup paiseh..
can do again??
i tink this one easier bah..(((:
yep.
lala~
hmmm..
Tuesday, August 28, 20077:00 PM okay just a short one.

tday was fun.
paper 1 SUCKS.
but who cares? its over alr anw((((:
yep.
tmr's be urself day.
we're dressing up & payin tht spastic 2bucks.
lol.

okay done!
i still love u(:
Monday, August 27, 20074:45 PM hmmm paper 1 tmr..
lol sian luh-.-

ytd was th concert.
mr toh's chinese's..
no comments luh haha!(:
victoria chorale was good of cos..
& i saw pearlyn!:D
yup..

watched 881 also..
with CHARIS(:
all th hokkien's funny.
but so sad luh abt th lil papaya..):
but then funny luh why she call herself papaya???
her chi name is wang[2] mu[4] gua[1]..

then bought some stuff too..

tday all th lessons so sian luh..
didn't understand any part of it at all-.-
okay forget it luh.
cmi alr jiu suan le =/
i'm feeling fine..(:

Friday, August 24, 20078:29 AMback!<3 hello!:D
long time no post le..
cos comp crashed luh-.-
but nvm, comp came back ytd le,
so i'll be posting more frequently le luh!<3

hmmm ptc ltr-.-
lol ytd was rushin to find th ppl luh,
thx alot yujun<3
nvm bah tht stupid jos luh, nv reply aft 9 or sth luh zzz.

i wna watch movies!
so many to watch nw luh..
heh.
nxt wk!

this sunday right,
going for th concert, b4 tht going shoppin with charis!<3
yay!
buyin th 2 chio shirts each(:

okay luh i shall be a guai kia & try to do th art nw,
which i don't tink i will even do by th end of this lesson=x
heh..

i wna slp le luh,
ytd pia tht stupid chi compo so long luh until 12 liddat tday i wake up so tired..=O
den yujun better lo, nv even slp AT ALL can..
sighs. slp ltr thru th boring lessons bah!!!! xP

PE recess english math sci chinese.
hw boring can life get??????=/

i know u ppl are lookin for highlights..
but i don't tink i shd say too much on this blog le bah..
Wednesday, August 15, 200711:44 AMhello. (:
lit nw.
lol.
cheryl nv come tday.
so sad right. NOT!
hahahahahaha
jk luh. takecare thr girl alrights?<3
yeah.

sighs so sad nw luh okay.
damn tired can.
zzz.
all th lessons so boring de luh..):
plus.. just nw..D:
hmmm tmr got math test hor. shyt-.-
den nid write zuowen n argumentative essay also..
zzz.
busy wk.
sat got oral+choir+functions luh okay..

this comp sucks luh so lag can.

l-e-m-o-n.
i still..
Saturday, August 11, 20079:16 PM okay.. tht was a long post..
haha(:
haiz i guess life's great if u learn hw to enjoy it..
can someone teach me hw i can do so? D:
zzz.
u said 4get it?
blah.
i hid my tears. i hid my <3
wadevr-.-
i will learn.


ohhyeah and SECRET IS SO DAMNIT CHIO RIGHT?(:
hahahahaaaa.
fireworks rock too.
i tink i go slp liao very tired le.
actually haven luh,
but i look at comp until sian le ):
yeah.
shall post pics another time bah!<3
8:22 PMINITIATION<3 OMG UNTIL NW I STILL HAVEN GO SLP YET.
I STILL MANAGED TO GO WHITE SANDS FOR DINNER & NW I'M BACK ALIVE(:
hahaha.

initiation<3
i guess it was damn worth it to go bah..
memories(:

chowy & me went tuition.
aft tht right,
i called jos at like 3.30, he say he at pasir ris.
but den end up he reach at wad time? 4.40..
lol luh.

we missed th dirty games..
den aft tht is wad huh, got th thingy at avt which deprived me of my dinner..
den tht spastic chowy at my side thr say she hungryhungryhungry.. ZHU!:D
dinner tht time charrr act siaosiao..
scare me like wad luh!!!!
i was llike reduced to lying on concourse floor!
haha.. she's damn good luh(:
then it was night games.. damn funny luh i tink..
i very scared at first leh..
cos me n chowy go take my fone tht time right, so damn freaky can???
so quiet n all tht.. =S
cos is one girl one guy, i pull darren go with me,
but he also scared.
actually not only him luh,
all of them also scared.
jos go with chowy right,
b4 he go he was walkin in small circles can hahahahahaaa.
but in th end.
i tio joel again leh!!!!
ahh~
haha so freaky i was like grabbin darren's arm when suddenly joel xia us luh!!!!
hahahaaaa.
den i was like.. jiajie pls dun fall.
cos he was standing at the edge of the old PAC.
den i scared he mite fall off anytime..
cos duno when leh i TINK i heard sec3s say wad urm if got ppl like wan to jump down dun realli go & see tht they really jump, or sth liddat=x
anw darren very funny can??
he wanted to climb up thr also..
he was like,
'i nid to climb up thr or not huh?'
then joel was like,
'[in his eerie voice] if u want to..'
hahahahaha..
den darren he do everyth liao hor he 4got wad happened xD

hmmm aft tht supposed to have movie marathon, but then cnnt show th movie ):
slpt duno wad time, i woke up many times,
only to see chowy in damn DIFFERENT positions,
she got alot of positions hahahaha.

morning went simpang for my dear cheese prata-> huiting!
but den hor me & juwel wait damn long.
she very funny.
over thr threatening,
say wad huh,
'i burn down ur stall',
'i'm pissed'.
she say until very funny luh haha..

den we go bac got sort of like usherin trainin bah..
all th to dos n not to dos..
& also teaching of cheers..
lala.

aft tht pack bunk..
& 酸甜苦辣.
it tasted bettr than last yr's.
although thr's wasabi-.-
it burnt in my throat luh D:

then was takin of photos time!
got whole council, functions.. yup.

student council, student council,
rne, rne,
welfare publictity welfare publicity,
SCHOOL FUNCTIONS!♥
SCHOOL FUNCTIONS!♥

yay(:
lol okay then meixuan sat in th middle of our circle
den we like follow her hands and lie down.
haha damn cool i tink :D
but even with all th fun ard, i still tink abt u.
i really want u to explain..):
lala.
council(:

[edited]

Chowyen. Charmaine. Jinni. Jiayun. Lihui. Joseph. Darren. Tzyharn. Benette. Kaiho. Lance. Kunmei. Danielle. Vanessa. Shijia. Jeremy. Tenghui. Zhuting. Juwel. Kangning. Jervis. Inggrid. Stefan. Matthew. Joel. Meixuan. Me.

TWENTYSEVEN people,
all into ONE comm,
SCHOOLFUNCTIONS<3
Wednesday, August 08, 20077:36 PMreply tags cum post!:D okay lol i cuttrimmed my hair..
haha.
lol okay no diff luh so nvm(:

hmmm huiting says secret's not nice?? 0.0
crap.
but i still wna watch lei xDDD
jay!

hey, to every1 who asked me to cheer up, thanks so much.
i love all of u
:D
well i guess shipei's right. thx girl.
life's like tht ):
so i shall get my donuts like wad jinghiang wants to do too(:
yep tmr!
& cheer up+not get emo [its the same thing o.o]
like wad melanie jinmin brenda rachel anqi christina said.
thx ppl. loveya all =D
& start preparin for th initiation camp on fri(:
& watch SECRET which chowy wants to watch. too. (x
hope u get to watch it!


okay th above was supposed to be replyin tags,
but then duno wad is tht also luh =X


th 7oclock show's turning into crap luh-.-
okay random xD


hmmm..
okay nth more alr byebye!:D

despite all these, i'm contented if i see u.

because.

1:54 PMtralala~ o.o i'm home early!
hahahahaaa.
went long john's with cheryl christina peiyun jinghiang & anqi(:
yeah..
lol damn spastic luh [as usual]
but den cheryl kinda angry luh hor..
smile ya girl!<3

tmr watchin SECRET!
jayjayjayjay!<3
haha..
hope tht it'll be nice & really unexpected alrights..

hmm tday th celebration aft tht right, good thing was tht choir did not have to go see th plant tree thingy(:
but then we sang credo & sanctus..
okay luh i guess
:D
th celebration..
i still like th UG part best (x

hmm i tink hafta go pia hw alr luh yep..
tmr going out,
den fri got initiation!
hafta grab more zzzs.
so nw i'm off to do my lit proj & send it to cheryl,
if not ltr she say me slack again xD

yup, so long!
well, u wanted a highlight?(:
Monday, August 06, 20079:05 PM u're the first one to make me feel this way.
months ago it started.
nw i'm still feelin th same way,
but u don't care at all.
indifference.
ignorance for me is bliss.
but i can't close one eye always ):
i want things to turn out better for me.
but i know it wouldn't come true.
i can only hope.
don't leave me hanging..
don't leave me alone..

sighs.
i don't even know what has happened,
to cause this rift between us..
haiz.
all i can say is that,
i'm here. and i still love you.
8:39 PM)x sighs.
byebye D:
why? what happened???

i guess..
i really don't know anymore.
u're leaving me hanging in th air..
why?
Saturday, August 04, 20077:03 PM): lol okay th impossible test thing on jinmin's blog..
ahh..
i only do until question 40 luh.
duwan do alr so wad always nid to restart de-.-
haha.

haiz.
feelin sian nw luh.
just nw went roller bladin..
yep.
fell once=x
hahaha.
hmmm wna go again lo 2hrs only leh i cnnt take it le..
haiz muz go more often le..
zzz blister on toe nw-.=
2.4 was okay luh.
but i tink it could've been betterD:

lala nw whole body aching luh cos of ytd&tdy..
tmr confirm pain de lo..
zzz.
wna slp.
but i tink of monday th tests&dnt,
dunnid slp alr luh these 2 days..
aww.

okay urm i don't tink i'll be blogging very frequently..
cos too busy alr always no time to sit thr use comp for few hrs..
yep.. paiseh arh.

sighs.
so tired.
why are u ignorin me?
i feel so lost luh..
):
5:58 PM damnit.
i'm in no mood to blog these days okay sorry..
yeah.
why?
suddenly..
what happened??
):
&i thot..