ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Wednesday, November 28, 200710:03 AMback. err okay decided to come back fr hiatus o.o
one day only haha.
ya cleared th last post tho its very long.
cos.. err nvm.
ya but i decided to keep th horny poem here. haha.
emo. please fck off.

A horny poem

It's your first time.
As you lie back your muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.
He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,
but it's the first time his finger has found the right place.
He probes deeply and you shiver your body tenses;
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.

He looks deeply within your eyes and
tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before.
His cool smile relaxes you and
you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.
You begin to plead and beg him to hurry but he slowly takes his time,
wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.

As he presses ;closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout your body and
you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues.

He looks at you concerned and
asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head
and nod for him to go on.
He begins going in and out with skill but
you are now too numb to feel him within you.

After a few moments,
you feel something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you,
you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you, with a chuckle;
that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience

You smile and thank your dentist.
After all,it was your first time to have a tooth pulled

heh.

anw. 3 more songs to go for carol.
jiayou! (:
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaa.
yeah wadevr.

hmm.
*duck imitation =X
so funny lah.
shittt lah anqi's gonna hit/pinch me again when she sees this o.o

err i feel like typing this one whole big chunk of words but then i know i can't =/
ya so nvm bah sigh.
wadevr its just damn random lah zzz.

sigh.
emo.
wad do i mean to u? i seem to be just another somebody. u give me this feeling tht everyone's more important than me ): i don't know =/ i just want u to be thr for me. i want to feel special. can i not be just another somebody?

"if u can live with the flaws, then u can have true love."