ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Sunday, September 30, 200712:21 PM): no one
here for me
Thursday, September 27, 20078:03 PM relax~~~
another post!(:

don't care him luh its not worth it ya?
smile!!! xD
nth good is gna come out for him this way..
<333333333
random =X
7:34 PM lala i nan de can come online aye!(:
haiz..
eoys comin zzz-.-
jiayous ppl!:D

HUITING(:
smilesmilesmilesmile girl!
take a break cos u totally deserve it<3
u're strong yo!
yeah no matter wad i'll be here luh yep if need be (x
no emo!
haha but u can have ur emo pics if u want to xDDDD
lala lets go out again like we used to aft exams okay?<333

hmmm..
tday still duno th lit marks yet =x
80% xPP
lala. bunny!(:
i love you xD
Saturday, September 15, 20074:26 PM ahh so fast exams gna come alr-.-
haha okay jiayous ppl!
yep.
hope everyth turns out well.
MUGMUGMUG alrights.
okay fine i muz mean wad i say le..
MUG!!!
hahahahaha..
kinda planned out wad i wna study le bah,
but den haven implement anyth yet=X
okay so its quite fei4 de lo..

it's just tuggin at our heartstrings
hw wld we know if we nv try?(x
3:58 PM:D hey world(:
so boredddd tday.
lol nvm ltr going out le :D
jiayous for wadevr tests thr are nxt wk bah!
i tink i'll start studyin tml=X
slack tday o.0
(x

accrdin to shipei's blog, 9 wks left b4 schl ends. cherish.
wahlau.
so fast-.-
tday+a mth=(:

hmmm anw i wasn't tht bored ytd night cos of some reason(:
yeah thx.
& my mum was quite pissed off with me becos of it=X
heh.
but nvm de luh,
she'll 4get de.
i'll treasure th time spent with u.

thr's nv an explanation arnd when u need it most.
so some things just can't be explained bah..
yup.
& it all just goes down to how i feel xD
yeah.
some things cnnt be put into words.

i guess it just makes me feel tht i want it.
Friday, September 14, 20078:32 AMLOW Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want the sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that

I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

No, I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be safe

My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go without precautions
We both know that you can't say that
Just to show
For all the time I loved you so
So

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
'Cause what you did was low
8:07 AM:DDDD hey lol nw in comp lab(:
art time=slack xD
lalas.

boredboredbored...
christina liew is spastic!(x
retard also!
haha..
hmmm..

it all just requires tht one time.
Thursday, September 13, 20077:31 PM
i'm kinda bored nw.
haha.
what can i do?
hmmm anyone of us is nice xDD
although th tune can be quite sian aft awhile..
but i still tink its nice :D

lala.
everybody seems happy nw (x i tink & hope..

talkin to u..
i want to..
but then..
since in class..
haiz..):

serenity(:
smiles(:
you<3

i love th colours in my life

5:56 PM

chiiiio right???=X i wish..

zzz.
lol so tired luh tday..
dunno why.. maybe because of last night. i thought quite alot..=/
sighs.
wanted to do hist hw end up i nv bring hist bk home-.-
lol.
sorry arh no time to go tag on blogs again.
wna go zzz le..
mayb i'll dream of being with u. again.
TAKECARE HOR HUITING(:

lala.

i wonder how wld life be in a few mths time?i hope we wld have th chance.
random thoughts.
but one thing's definitely for sure..
ilu<3
两情若是久长时，又岂朝朝暮暮。

it would mean much to me
Wednesday, September 12, 20075:38 PM): sighs.
fine. why?

i really do.
if i made a list, it would be reeeeeaaaaalllllllyyyyy long.

shed a tear but still i do.

Tuesday, September 11, 20079:58 PMSENSELESS!=XX nothing at all.
no.
none.
sighs.
the going just gets tougher aye?
no sense.
stranger.
disappointed.
what i see?
well.
much.
thoughts that come.
go.
well.
natural?
i have no damn idea.
change.
does.
yeah well.
happens.
random.
i am i.
no?
some.
can't.
really.
well?
tell then.
difference.
later.
no matter.
times.
succeeds.
try again then.
yeah.
stronger.
this is th way.
it just.
nah.
nvm.
no matter.
don't see huh?
right.
back at.
yeah.
look nw.
you.

okay its just damn senseless.
sorry.
it really doesn't make any sense i guess..

8:44 PM xPP
jinghiang&christina&peiyun&avril grp th board so damn chio man.
duno WHO help them de hor???((:
lalas.

hmmm tday was okay bah (x

[edit]

th chinese poem was meaningful..
yep. do you see now?

[/edit]

There´s no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me it´s just not right
And I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
Your not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it´s you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too.. do u tink its true? ):


INTRODUCING TH CKs & MCK!
lol okay wadevr=X
disappointed..
i see


Monday, September 10, 20079:53 PM hey here for short post only,
paiseh no time to tag on other ppl de blogs=xx heh.
urm lol no mood to say things nw luh..
haiz lol nvm.
FUCKI guess you would nv understand..
i'm just too damn pathetic..
Thursday, September 06, 20077:17 PM oww!..
lol okay nvm at least it was fun(:

thx for th fun you ppl<3
i'm looking forward to th dec hols nw(:
cos we can go out more often.
& th chalet too ;D

Wednesday, September 05, 200710:33 AMi'm strong. but sick nw ): okay fine.
i'm like sick so i cant go too choir-.-
eff-ing bad flu.
keep sneezin just nw until nw.
i'm crappin away nw don't mind me.
i shall go drink sth hot nw..
mayb campbell's soup?:DD
haha okay random.
u made me more determined.
10:13 AMsighs. hmmm dried out.
inside out.
do u still?
i want to know..):
Monday, September 03, 20079:14 PM): i guess it won't ever happen anymore.
thr's just no one here. anymore.
permanantly.
unreciprocated.
fine then.
no more.
not now.
not ever again.
i shall make it very clear here.
Sunday, September 02, 20078:48 PM hey(:
lala fri was fun aye?;DDD
heh watched hairspray..
end up wenglok cnnt go cos of skin allergy,
pan cnnt go cos of [some reason jaryl said but i forgot=xx]
yup..
so left me & renice & jaryl & loong.

but all of us realised tht right,
31st of any mth or fri is a sway day for us..
shall not elaborate all..

but right,
we went to yamaha den jaryl accidentally go knock th thingy down scratch th piano or sth..
got 2 chipoffs luh.
th smallsmall one right,
th person say nid to pay 2oobucks le can-.-
wah.
damn wad luh.
can just use black nail varnish den paint back it'll still look th same right.
so ex luh..

hmmm yep den actually we were tinkin hw to spend our time.
end up dunnid tink le,
th person hold us back so long den just nice watch movie le(((x
heh.
but then funny lo th lift.
went all th way up to 4th lvl le,
den suddenly go down again=x
loong still say very fun..
haha.

thurs going out again with them yeah(:
well, we don't have to be in th same schl right??
go diff schl alr means cnnt luh??-.-