ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Friday, May 11, 20077:55 PMwhee~
2dae thr was de stupid mini olympics.
its sounds so freakin lame n it is also luh(:
i din even take part in anyth, so jus sit thr n slack slack slack.
was at stadium with huiting den clarrise charmaine n some junior came n we crap.
heh(x
den huiting n me go walk walk.
we ended up in 1L.
it was all because of some ppl i did not wan to c. she didn't either(:



we sat at thr for awhile n cam-whored xD
den kim came aft her captain's ball match n joined us.
we crapped somemore.
we were so freakin bored.
i was playin snakes,
huiting was readin,
n kim was playin some game on my fone.
yup.
den were all lyk 'wtf?? still got so long till 3..'
den we got super hungry.
n went down to canteen.
sway luh go thr still can c them..


den saw clarrise charmaine n tt some junior again.
clarrise was like fuck fuck fuck all th way.
n i was tellin her.
dun fuck alr.
u wouldn't want to fuck tt person(:
or any1 else.
den she sae: den i wna fuck u.
lols? hahas(:
i dun mind(((x
heh. okay.
den charmaine was scoldin a guy fuck also luh.
th guy was onli behind us yup.
den we all went to 1L to slack again.
we were pretty happie.
cos mr chua sae sch ends at ONE((=
yeah.


we go 1L rite, den huitng n kim suddenli disappear.
i told clarrise n charmaine i go find her yup.
den i saw tt they talkin to mr wee.
so i talk also lo;D
yeah den we returned to 1L.
started crappin n all tt again.
talked abt LOADS of ppl luh yeah ;)
abt * n * n * n *..
n th list goes on.
okay i know i'm CRAPPIN, but wadeva.
we talk 4 1h luh.
den suddenli it seemed like th time passed do freakin fast can??
hahas yeah.
den go G.O thr lo.
wait with huiting for her parents.
pangseh-ed her halfway.
SORRIE MY DEAR!!!)x
yeah.


den went to orchard.[with my bestie!!]
2dae at 1st quite quiet.
den got quite high(:
bought anqi's , yj's n my daddy's pressie 1st.
i took a super long time to choose luh):
my bestie over thr nodding off to slp alr=/ hahas.
den went to kinokuniya n read some ENLIGHTENING book lols.
i finished almost th whole bk damn fast luh.
also duno hw i read de(: hahas.
yeah.


den i learnt tt we shd look on th brighter side of life
[i'm TRYIN to]

dun tell ourselves things like: ppl in sch dun like me. i dun want to go to sch anymore.
[i'm TRYIN to]

we must have more self confidence in ourselves
[i'm TRYIN to have it]

we must not criticise ppl n also not criticise ourselves.
[i'm TRYIN not to do so]

take compliments as a gift, we dun return gifts, so dun throw it back to th person.
[i'm TRYIN not to]

kick off bad habits by picturing urself doin so. dun just sae it n dun take action.
[i'm TRYIN to]

whenever u think u have more problems than ur parents, make a list abt wad problems u have. then add abt another 100[it'll be more than tt] n it will sum up to th total no. of things ur parents have to worry abt. so stop thinkin tt they are always pissin u off for no good reason alrite(: they have alot more things on their mind than u do..
[i'm TRYIN not to piss them off much too(:]

dun think tt ur life sucks alr okay. thr are mani more things tt u can concentrate on.
[okay. i'm TRYIN to]

study well not for th sake of ur parents, tutor etc etc. it shd jus absolutely be for URSELF
[i'm TRYIN to. but my results suck.]

dun look on th negative side of things. etc: if u think tt u hate math n can nv do well in it. i will jus come true okay. so dun think tt way. put in more effort n u'll realise tt ur grades will improve easily(:
[i WISH. i'll just TRY to change my way of studyin bah.]

if u do good things n it goes unnoticed, dun be too upset. make a mental note abt wad u did, n once u look back abt all th good things tt u've done, u'll be pleased.
[okay. i'll TRY]

it doesn't hurt to give some 1 a compliment. it can make tt person's day/wk/mth. yeah.
[okay(:]

however compliments tt come from CRAWLERS shdn't be taken seriously. they jus sae good things abt ppl for th sake of sayin it to get into ppl's gd books. so beware of these ppl. n dun become one. a compliment shd be meaningful n from th botton of ur heart(x
[alrights.]

u shdn't use th word TRY. u shd sae I WILL. or I MUST.
[tt's why u shdn't learn from me. i've been using th word try since th top of this thing)x]

okay. tt's abt all i can rmb bah.
lols.
i cant believe i rmbed so much.
heh.
okay.
my bestie was slpin while sittin n leanin on the side of th shelf lo.
n i was readin th book(:
when my bestie wake up alr i super hungry luh.
so we go buy food.
heh.
omelette wif fried noodles with ketchup n some white sauce.
=D
damn nice luh.
mayb it was cos i very very hungry=/ but wadeva(x
had ice cream aft tt.
i'm eatin so mani sweet things everydae,
i'm realli gna get diabetes):
hahas..


yeah den went paragon n jus slacked loads.
toys r us was farnie!
i laughed so much thr.
wad with all th grenades.
n th noodles.
which i used to poke my bestie with.
hahas(:
u so scared of poke arh u!!!((x
hahas yeah.
den we sorta lay at one baby cot each. lols.
from th back ppl must hav thot tt we were totally RETARDED!
lalas.
nvm.
bestie's cot stumbled down a lil. heh.
hahas..
haiz.
i haven laughed so much in a long time.
true laughter.
not like..
haiz nvm bah.
hahas((:
still loved 2dae.
so fun can??
yup..


almost fell aslp while standin n holdin on to th pole=x
lucki nv sehh..
den managed to find a place onli when th train reached tanah merah [as usual]
den b4 tt playin my car racing game.
lols.
i beat my high score again.
kae luh its damn low tt's why i keep beatin it(:
den aft tt super energized.
also duno why.
tt's like my 2dae luh.
its FUN xDD
although my post does not realli show it):