 ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL. proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D |
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Friday, May 18, 20078:10 PMu don't care
wah fuck luh wadeva=/
2dae was a super bad dae again luh. i duno why also. i just felt tht way. onli aft th briefin when i went to tm then i cheered up(: yeah. hmmm. went to sch n did DUTY WITH CHOWY again! aha. n kangning was late tday. lols. yep n we just sat over thr n crapped loads abt our super lousy results, PPL.. blah yup! den aft tt then i know realli no pe tday. lols. i super lag luh=x hahas.. yup. then th pat wong come in. i know i totally hopeless for geog, den no matter find hw mani marks also wun pass de. so 4get it lo! yeah. hw can i find a friggin 11 marks lei?? haiz. den math.. sci.. tday was ms pua's last lesson with us): although i nt sae like her alot, but at least she tried her best to teach us bah. so for tht, i'm grateful so thank you MSPUA!;D eng. i was quite happi. cos my MY i get A1 for eng.. but den rite.. stupid CA pulled me down to A2 luh wtf.. haiz. but at least my newspaper report got a totally unexpected th rest of th dae.. i 4got le luh. until end of dae. we had briefin at 2.. then rite. b4 tt, to pass our time away.. we [HUITING n ME!] had a GOSSIP FEAST! okay mayb not exactly.. but we also gossip gossip with rachel n hsin yin abt SOME ppl yeah.. hmmm yup.. tday den i know RACHEL is so KAYPOH also!!!! hahas=DDD yup. but it was atill fun fun fun luh okay. th briefin. eeyer luh. opg is in charge of our grp can wth.. nag nag nag. summore she damn bhb can. sae got students sae tt they love her.. like wth? who tells other ppl like tht? haiz wadevr. am i lookin 4ward to th china trip? i think not realli bah. i'm gna miss ppl.. especially U n U(: yeah.. haiz feelin sad tht i cant see those 2 ppl for such a long time luh.. boo!)x th china trip rite. we gg shanghai onli for ONE dae lei wth..): i wna shop more!!!!(x n bloody sh!t. i hve buy th present yet=/ mayb i'll just go to th airport n buy a postcard or sth.. lols;D opg sae wna check th pressie on mon. dun care her luh=/ tell her i nv bring or sth. haiz in conclusion, i'm not onli realisin tht i'm not lookin 4ward to th trip, but also th briefin was uber borin n quite useless actualli): also nv sae nid to bring wad specifically, like th malacca trip-.- haiz. then i went tm. met my mummy luh! lawls. okay wadevr. but at least i bought my pants n new ripples slippers!! [both also my mummy pay de] but wad i'm happie abt is, she didn't scold me for failin my geog!!! yayness!!(: aha. she's so nice yo. i love her! n u! n u too! den ate pastamania just nw.. but not with my mummy.. saw a pri sch fren who i thot wun date with some chiobu leh! they were even holdin hands! aha. he looks bettr nw than last time luh. so nowonder got chio bu as girlfren;D yup.. den rite.. i was walked home.. n didn't feel like gg home, so i walked back again! to th traffic lite.. hahas. so tht's abt it luh. for my dae. i bet.. tht u wun even care luh can??? haiz i still feel sad over it. i see u.. with her? u two seem so close.. yeah. u don't to care abt me anymore. i feel so fuckin sad n heartbroken luh.. sighs): yup. so depressed. cos u're addin to my truckload full of depressin stuff. i bet.. in no time.. i'll be gone from ur world.. or mayb i have alr? i'm just delusionin myself with all th hope tht i can muster. so tht i can just stay in ur world. u don't even look in my way anymore unless its absolutely necessary rite. haiz. i feel positively fuckin sad due to tht fact. i think u absolutely hate me nw. n u just.. i duno luh. but i'm feelin absolutely fucked up cos of u okay.. haiz. lonely. &tired of life. &fallin apart. &still sick. &no concern arnd me. &my fuckin dreadful life which won't go away. &&&.. th list just goes on alrites. i'm so sorrie i hafta sae such stuff on my blog. pls forgive. but i absolutely have to let it all out. or i'll just suffocate. with all th rest of my troubles stranglin me.. yeah. plz. understand. if tht's not even achieved. my life is seriously fuckin fuckin screwed alrite)x n i might as well just dun live. i'm seriously pissed at everyth? i dun wna feel this way anymore. but thr's no1 ard me. not nw. not always. will it be like this always? u not being thr for me always even though i told u i would be here tht time when u felt sad? it all happened.. just because.. all i had wanted was just a lil concern from u. i didn't seem to get tht. |
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