ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Saturday, May 19, 20072:05 PMloveatdolphinbay skin!♥ LOVEATDOLPHINBAY!♥
aha. i came across this skin by chance!!
so cute rite th DADA n XIAOPINGGAI (x
small lil kids making a promise n lockin their pinkies;D
yeah..

SHANGHAI's in THREE days! [incldin tday]
hmm..
not realli lookin 4ward to it though.
cos as i've mentioned in my previous posts..
i'm gna miss ppl )x
yup..=/

ltr gg for FAMILY DAY CAMP FINALE NIGHT.
lols.
chowy luh.
she sick i also sick but she sae go luh go luh she loves me.. blah!
yah so in the end being the ohsonice girl,
i agreed.
yup.
we'll be sick thr tgt in our functions tee n fbts.
lols=x

nw i'm so friggin sian.
tht's wad made me change my blogskin.
it'll kill my boredom(:
i woke up at ard 12.15 or sth then started alr.
until nw..
came across mani 'blah' skins luh..)x
okay wadevr.
my post's gettin super duper borin!..

hmm.
i'm gettin slpy again.
mayb its cos i'm still sad.
or PERHAPS its based on th fact tht i'm currently down with
FLU SORETHROAT n abit of FEVER nw??
gah wads my prob??
i'm always gettin sick b4 an overseas trip!!!)x
last yr malacca also liddat.
nw again liddat.
i confirm sick in china de lo=/
sian.
plus all th things tht are still swirlin arnd n arnd in my brain.
i might as well just go n die luh.
ytd nite i told huiting tht i very depressed.
then she said she brainwash me to make me feel bettr(:
she TAKES A KNIFE N SMILES EVILLY,
CUTS OPEN MY HEAD,
TAKES OUT MY SQUISHY BRAIN..
WASHES IT [or sth.. i 4got STM xD]
THEN PUTS IT BACK IN.
okay this is th shorter version alrite(:
its actualli got more steps de(x
den she also tell me jokes.
make me feel bettr.



THX SO MUCH GOH HUITING! I LOVE U!!♥

aha yeah funni yo..

but it wasn't enough to stop my tears.
from rolling down my cheeks..
i cried n cried.
although i promised myself not to.
i'm so totally useless can.
D=
ihatemyself.nmylifealso.
sighs.
emosh!tt!n here everydae.
n to others.
hw useless can i get?
gah.
...






Once Upon A Broken Heart

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that
I'm here with youJust look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I
Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine









i cant promise you perfection,
because thats not who I am.
i cant promise you forever,
because I dont hold fate in my hands.
i cant promise you the sunshine,
because there will always be rain.
i cant promise you complete happiness,
because with true love there comes pain.
i cant promise you I'll always smile,
because life always finds a way to make me cry.
i cant promise you I'll stay strong,
because its not easy to want to give life another try.

iwunevenhaveachancetopromiseyouallothis.