ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

Tuesday, May 15, 20076:41 PM
can i be like super fuckin emo?
cos i jus thot of all th good times tht we shared.
th past.
i know.
its alr th past.
but i cant fuckin help but think of it!
blah.
i may have others ard me.
but hw mani of them can i trust?
zzz.
sighs..
yup.
i still love u loads ):
but nth tt i wan seems to be happenin.
which is so freakin depressin for me..

n rite.
ohh you. [another person]
super fuckin bitch.
stop actin lyk tht.
its so fuckin superficial can?
fuck u.
i bet it was u.
fuck.
yuck.
th way i see u.
it fuckin makes me wna puke.
i bet u do this sorta thing all th time.
fuck luh can.
YUCKYUCKYUCK.
i'm thoroughly disgusted )x
by ur actions.
although onli 2..
but i think i've seen enough.
stop acting.
i've seen thru it.
yuck.
n it irks me.
so plz stop it.
thr's no pt caryin on with ur act..
n u n th rest.
fine.
everyone just..
dun care abt my feelings de.
so yep.
i shall not care anymore.
cos i FUCKING CANT.
so yeah.
thr's fuckin no pt.
i know.
ppl everywhr just FUCKIN HATE ME.
so its useless.
my every action.
thr's no fuckin pt in them. yeah(:
n i just wna sae to you:
stop being so FUCKING SUPERFICIAL.
i realli hate ppl like tht.
somemore still sct until like so..
i duno hw to explain luh.
but its so fuckin irritatin to see it alrite??!!
i hope u know.
so plz fuckin STOP IT.

yeah. tht's th end of my rantings.
i hate th fucking world.
n ppl fuckin lie to me.
so wads th pt?
sighs..
i wish..