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ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Saturday, April 14, 20077:50 PM
okayes. i guess u dun realli care at all, do u?
2dae was a happi dae, i guess. sowie. but i was jus thinkin abt stuff. yupp. so i'm realli realli sorraye.

hmm.
it realli seems so.
even though u sae its not tt way.
wadeva.
we can't turn back time.
bac to whr we started.
so.
i guess i jus hafta hope 4 de best(:
put a smile on my face n jus move forward.
although its not a genuine smile.
i'll jus have to make do with it.
i jus have too mani thoughts in my head nowadaes.
it seems.
i just keep thinkin that u jus dun bother.
do you?
haiz i doubt that u will care much luh.
will u?
lols i'm emo-ing again.
wth.
i dun fulfil resolutions.
sighs.
but i just need to get all these out.
or i'll just..
i duno.
lols(:
smiles.
cheers.
i resolve to talk less.
from now.
i must make it.
although ppl will.
find it damn weird.
[i noe i wun make it]
[but i must try]
hopefully i'll succeed.
keepin to myself.
that's wad i'll do.
hopefully(x
me talkin too much has been causing too mani.
problems.
for myself.
yepp.
u mean too much to me.
i dun wan any more problems.
to surface.
or anyth.
or all the small lil problems.
i dun want them too.
it jus adds up.
n makes me think too much.
thx my bestie.
for wanting me to be happie.
i want u to be happie too(:
u're also quite down these few daes..
lyk quite sad or wad..
loveya.
wanna go out again soon yo[:
n to U.
hmm.
loveya too.
but.
haiz nvm yep.
u may think that i'm just crappin alot yo.
but ask urself.
for the past few daes.
did u talk to me.
without mi msgin u first or wad?
we dun even talk on the phone.
like we used to anymore.
nvm.
i dun mind anymore.
dun wanna think about it too.
cheerup!
to myself n everyone else.
out there who are emo-ing lyk mi:D
n please.
be there for me.
alrites?(:
i realli hope u would.
okaye. enough of all that emo-ing bullshit. i shall stop alr. anw, lookin 4ward to tuesdae yo!(: but de sad thing is tt i'm broke luh. so sad rites. haiz. damn sian lei. every wk also broke. lols. sorrie lo, if this post too emo, wadeva. crap. no-one's askin u to read anws(x i've edited this post lyk duno hw mani tyms le luh. addin all de itsy bitsy stuff.. hahas. so lame rites(: but i still rock de hor:D