• welcome. •
i'll show you another sweet dream next night.
Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket Photobucket
In the end I predict, you’ll get the very best of me.
Photobucket











ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Saturday, April 28, 20073:30 PM
MY LIFE'S SCREWED LUH. well. maybe its not. BUT I KEEP THINKIN ABT IT. so U made it fuckin SCREWED.
.
.
sae i unreasonable for blaming u luh. WADEVER.
i dun fuckin care abt u anymore.
no matter wad my heart says.
u said that we could last real long right?
but it didn't come true.
i'm just so dissapointed.
in u.
in myself.all alone.
itwasjusbecauseiaskedthequestion,isitujusgavemethatlook.andnevermetmyeyesagain.
ifeelsounwantednow.iknowimnotsupposedtofeelso.fuckit.fuckthefeelings.fucktheemotions.
itsscrewingmylife.plus.makingmeloseconcentrationineverydaylife.
makingmefeelsadthoughihadahappyday.fuckit.fuckit.
icantstop.fuckmylife.itsucks.idunexpectperfectioninmylife.buththisisshyt!
.
.

fine. i shall stop all that. for now. but i'm just too fucked up alr. its giving me too many emotions. it shouldn't hav started in the 1st place. but i dun regret it. i hope(: i'll jus put on a smile n move forward.
loveya my bestie<33 n all my dearies((: