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ALVINA. soon to be FIFTEEN
currently in 3G and its on th fourth level of ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL.
proud to be in th ahsCHOIR and i'm sure many would agree with me. (: music has a strong hold on my life, as i have discovered, in many different forms. my life has many contradictions, but well, life itself is a contradiction. perfection's a goal for many, but not me. dreams are reality tht's yet to come true, & this is all that i have to say!. :D

My Past!

Tuesday, April 17, 20077:37 PM
i duno.
wadeva.
i also duno wad to sae anymore.
so huiting's talkin 2 u for me bah (i think)
yupp.
i duno how u'll think.
the situation got much more worse than i thot it would get.
but one thing's for sure.
i still love you.
i duno wad u'll think.
killing myself softly.
its totally coming true alrites.
sighs.
i wonder..
i feel so..
so..
heartbroken now alrites.
i'm really sorrie.
i didn't know that it was going to turn out this way.
i thot that it would be better.
nvm.
i'll just hang in thr.
n hopefully the whole matter will blow over soon.
regardless of the result.
[obviously i hope tht it will be positive(:]
but i want u to know.
i realli don't want to.
but i know that things will never ever be the same again.
n 'cos of that.
i feel so damn depressed alrites):
thx u darlin peepos.
for being thr 4 me.
my bestie(:
so sorrie that i misunderstood u.
bleh. [i feel lyk shit]
u cheer up also alrites??
loves.
n my kor too.
mm. thx loads<3
u didn't need to suggest to come n pei[3] me luh hahas(:
but thx anw.
u rock:D
sighs.
confused.
lols.
yupp.
n sorraye jinni n glen.
i think i spoiled the whole atmosphere of 2dae.
bleh.
realli realli sorrie))):
n JINNI, pls dun use PLAN B.
u'll realli regret it ltr.
glen n i will jus kill u if u carry out plan B okay.
but if u realli realli think its damn suitable or wad.
den suit urself(:
hmm.
anw i think its all just a realli serious misunderstanding.
[lyk wtf. y didn't i realise it sooner?]
i've got lyk some prob in my head luh wtf.
i jus didn't realise okay.
fuck.
i duno y.
fucked up.