Tuesday, April 17, 20077:37 PM
i duno.
wadeva.
i also duno wad to sae anymore.
so huiting's talkin 2 u for me bah (i think)
yupp.
i duno how u'll think.
the situation got much more worse than i thot it would get.
but one thing's for sure.
i still love you.
i duno wad u'll think.
killing myself softly.
its totally coming true alrites.
sighs.
i wonder..
i feel so..
so..
heartbroken now alrites.
i'm really sorrie.
i didn't know that it was going to turn out this way.
i thot that it would be better.
nvm.
i'll just hang in thr.
n hopefully the whole matter will blow over soon.
regardless of the result.
[obviously i hope tht it will be positive(:]
but i want u to know.
i realli don't want to.
but i know that things will never ever be the same again.
n 'cos of that.
i feel so damn depressed alrites):
thx u darlin peepos.
for being thr 4 me.
my bestie(:
so sorrie that i misunderstood u.
bleh. [i feel lyk shit]
u cheer up also alrites??
loves.
n my kor too.
mm. thx loads<3
u didn't need to suggest to come n pei[3] me luh hahas(:
but thx anw.
u rock:D
sighs.
confused.
lols.
yupp.
n sorraye jinni n glen.
i think i spoiled the whole atmosphere of 2dae.
bleh.
realli realli sorrie))):
n JINNI, pls dun use PLAN B.
u'll realli regret it ltr.
glen n i will jus kill u if u carry out plan B okay.
but if u realli realli think its damn suitable or wad.
den suit urself(:
hmm.
anw i think its all just a realli serious misunderstanding.
[lyk wtf. y didn't i realise it sooner?]
i've got lyk some prob in my head luh wtf.
i jus didn't realise okay.
fuck.
i duno y.
fucked up.