Monday, April 30, 20074:40 PM
[[edited cos i decided to leave out all de F words(: n sorraye abt th lines]OHWELL.
i jus hope that's de last of it.
oh fucksh!t.
wth hav i gotten myself into??
crap.
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ohh wow.
i've changed loads from last yr [beginnin] rites?
ever since ********.
long long story yo.
every1 seems to dislike/hate me luh.=.-
haiz. nvm bah=x
jus told lotsa things to anqi yep. n she told me some things too.
i've seriously changed loads since *[fuck it], but nw i'm gg bac to jus hw i used to be, which is good((:
jus crappin arnd normally yup.. heh.
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2dae was crap. mostly it was cos i felt like sh!t, although i slept quite alot.. fr like comin 11 to de morn.. haiz. i duno wads happenin to me also luh. sian): did a crap crap dare. [it was so DAMN SPASTIC can?? shall not elaborate(:] yep. den aft sch went home with yj avril lynette christina n anqi. told yj a piece of info [lols] n den went for lunch with anqi(: heh. eat until very full. nw still feelin full=x yupp.. hahas.
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i'm like
YEAH RIGHT.
i still dun think so.
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call me a TOOTHEAD retard (:
but WADEVA.
i dun freakin care much anw.
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it defeats analysis n definition. perhaps that's why its so beautiful
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You never know how much you miss a person, until they are gone
Cause life is like a big fight
I'm stickin-and-movin, tryin to get my sh!t right
He's the reason for the teardrops in my life
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
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crapsh!t.
i promised tt it will be the last of it.
but considerin tt i saw him kp again,
i guess it wouldn't be yo.
its damn fuckin sh!t luh.
but well..
fine. i'll stop.
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siansations. STOP. STOP THINKIN. STOP THINKIN. STOP FEELING THIS WAY. ITS DAMN FUCKED UP. I DUN WNA FEEL THIS WAY ANYMORE.
i jus wna sae goodbye.
n leave ur world.
but i cant bring myself to do so.
i tell ppl.
that its not worth it 2 cry over guys.
but i do so myself.
i regret it.
but also think its worth it.
fuck.
i'm contradictin myself.
but i seriously cant help it.
wadever.
u dun give a damn abt me nw rite?
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allalone.it'lljustbeme(: